Me one year ago: wow, what a great job I found myself! It's interesting, I learn new stuff every day, finally I feel nice having a job 😍
Me now: I can't take it anymore

Nights like this one result in a few pages diary entries that I forget the following day. Sometimes it's really too much for one silly little me

Autism be like: don't you dare change anything, we just got used to everything and finally know how to handle stuff and people are okay here (scared screams in my head)
ADHD: Am I a joke to you?
Me: 🤡