I'm in the QLAU channel and like I just can't anymore seeing all the horrible news stresses me out beyond belief
Don't get me wrong I love it and support it with all my will it's just I can't have the constant evil news in my life I'm just trying to survive
Me walking outside at night until one evening I notice a huge bear running onto the property and those eyes staring at me while I walk up the driveway alone in the forest may not have just been deer
Yknow like is a huge issue that every time I go in public I get really tired of the anxiety of how i look like it isn't the anxiety itself it's the total energy depletion that is causes I think
Like I always feel like I need to desperately control an image of me in public, otherwise no one will like or interact with me
Like if I haven't shaved or taken a shower that day I just won't leave my house because I cannot stand feeling promoting an image that's not desirable to me and others