God fuck dude I wanted to use my mill but I just lost all motivation after cleaning it wtf why does this happen

I've been thinking about making a tinder account but I'm just kinda boring, I don't exercise, I sit in my home all day, anything constructive that I DO do is most definitely not in the interest of the average person, I don't go to school or have a job, like what are we gonna go on a date and do what? Get coffee and talk about nothing anyone cares about? The only think I really do that's considered normal is hiking and I rarely ever do that, I play games but I'm not fucking putting that anywhere that would just be the cherry on top for spelling out loser, like I don't wana play games I want to go outside and do something.