I'm so fucking done

Can something go right please

for context that is the threads of the nozzle stuck in the hotend, the nozzle itself fucking broke off

So through further brainstorming, making that prosthetic cat tail this is going to get complicated very-very quickly it's honestly way out of my range of information and expertise like the people who design articulating tails for costumes etc are usually experienced mechanical engineers and well I uh I'd say I come just a bit short of that without completing (really starting even, I was enrolled just messed up the prerequisites because of ADHD and MDD) college I have a few designs in my head that I can 3d print but like I feel like it's egotistical and hubristic to even try to design something like this, I think I'm still going to attempt some things but even such a simple concept as a tail is an unbelievably hard thing to make real within the constraints given as a cosmetic prosthetic

I'll explain later if anyone is interested

So also turns out that the reason I get so tired and slightly nauseous while working on projects all day is that I don't eat at all and only intake water and caffeine, my electrolytes get low and all the water I drink is just peed out, slowly ate a pack of saltines while I was working and it made a huge difference no having to pee all the time, no dizziness no nothin

Thanks pitbul for the early 2010s optimism

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I feel like my method of building things is so aggressive, like I can build a wooden bed for a little UTV trailer I made in 2 hours without measuring but it's so rough and it seems like alot of my metal and wood projects are very like, abrasive, like quickly and aggressively built

This leads into when my friend was talking about being on estrogen and how it made them a bit more patient and like well, less aggressive and I really can understand the "aggressiveness" that testosterone kinda causes ngl it like affects everything I do everything is so (relatively) rushed and idk it feels caveman-esque like instead of re printing wrong diameter tubes I'll just wrap it with electrical tape until it fits or this one isn't as much the case anymore but I'll use my sawsall to make cuts rather than use a handsaw, and usually the cuts end up crooked but I'll just force "use" the cut object anyways

Like I don't think I'll be trying estrogen anytime soon ever, I like having my random gorilla strength and being able to quickly recover and build muscle (although I don't workout so it's not used to it's full ability) but like I see so clearly the mental effect it has and tbh I don't like it and I think it might be very beneficial to atleast train myself so that it influences my actions less, although that will be hard considering I have no clue what it's like otherwise from an internal perspective