Reconfigure, deconstruct, and begin.

I will meet you in the Next Life

To be understood is to prostitute oneself.

Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

I don't know what I feel or what I want to feel. I don't know what to think or what I am.

Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

I'm always horrified whenever I finish anything. Horrified and desolate. My instinct for perfection should inhibit me from ever finishing anything; it should in fact inhibit me from ever beginning. But I become distracted and do things. My accomplishments are not the product of my applied will but a giving away of my will. I begin because I don't have the strength to think; I finish because I don't have soul enough to stop things. This book is my cowardice.

Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet