Not giving a fuck anymore to where this path actually leads...i just keep walking, because it's the only thing i know how to do.. keep walking.
"They don’t know about the nights you spend trying to find a way out of the misery you buried yourself in."
once you start skipping classes, you can't stop, its worse than cocaine addiction
do you ever listen to music and suddenly you’re like wow I want my life to be the way this song sounds I want to live in this song?
«و قرن ها دورتر روزی میاد که بلاخره برات از کتاب هایی میگم که هیچوقت نوشته نشد، از دنیاهایی که هیچ حسرتی ندارن، اونجا که غم از ما هزاران پرواز دور بود و من بال های تو بودم، دنیایی که پروانه ها هزاران روز زندگی میکردن و سنجاقک ها کوچ رو بلد بودن؛ دنیایی که من اونجا برای تو کتاب هایی مینوشتم که از زمان های جاودانه و پرواز های بلند میگفتن. از تمام اشک هایی که نریختیم اما میتونستن ما رو نجات بدن.»
-I buried you deep
-I buried you deep
If I ever tell you about my past, it’s never bc I want you to feel sorry for me, but so you can understand why I am who i am
I think one if the saddest things is when you don't want anything anymore. You're not in despair, you know you're not alone, you know it can get better, but you dont want any of it. You're just tired of living. I'm not sure if anyone can really help at that point.