Spent an hour reteaching myself some calculus to do a math problem only to realize I was being retarded and not only didn't need calculus but also knew the answer basically the entire time

> drugs wear off
> actually genuinely want to die, consider calling 911, horrible coughing fits for 15 minutes straight
> take drugs again
> literally fine
What did I do to deserve this

I'll see if I can get a recording when I wake up and everything has worn off

Legit at the point I'm almost throwing up from how hard I'm coughing

I gotta learn how to do this