I think this is my second time drawing big chested characters,help

I should had probably put spoiler for Canto 9...Fu-

This project definitely won't affect how I shade things, not at all

I'm almost free..

I'm almost free from this hell T-T
(And then I realized that I also have to draw the thumbnail,pain)

(SPOILERS FOR CANTO 9!!!Also TW:Blood and gore)

Holy flip it's actually done, I'm actually free now
I'm going to die now

I swear if there's going to be some kind of error that I didn't notice I'm going to cry

Forgot to post it here

A teaser for something

I love making myself suffer

Dayum,my trauma stacking like crazy

And I don't even have a Wi-Fi to distract myself

It just poof,disappeared without a cause

I love making myself suffer²

And the silly thing is that I can't even do anything since I'm now an adult and I have zero ideas what to do or where to go

Sorry for all this nonsense

I'm just trying to go through this

Or cope, I don't know

I want to cry but at the same time not, I don't want to explain why I'm crying

I'm scared

This is so stupid

I hate that I still crying over this stuf