Yesterday, I had a Dream
Which felt like a long ago
I was at the rooftop, sighing in cold winds
Pitch dark only the moon, snow and the edge were visible by my blurry eyes

Ground turned white and slippery because of snow and i stood at the edge of rooftop, ready to kill myself

I saw him beside me, The strongest demon of mine or the Horcrux

It--we have been through so much this is the time we can end it together

Yes I'm tired of all of this that's why I'm here

It - It's irony that no one asks how we are yet they'll think what happened when u will hit the ground

It takes just a how are you with genuinly listening to everything without criticising..

It - Everything ends here hold my hand and we shall die together, you die i die

Winds cooling my hands as I was reaching his hand

Then Allam came

He said
Can you see it? That tree?
I replied
The one God promised to me?

Allam - Yes the cherry tree, they look like snowflakes

Me - there are no leaves on it, it is dried, exhausted and is about to die

Allam - Yes but that does not mean the cherry blossoms won't bloom again
Look at the moon, is it beautiful?

Me - Yes a lot

Allam - which is more beautiful the moon or the North Star?
Ofcourse the north star
Now tell me why do u want to die?

Me - I've been through so much and I'm exhausted, tired and there's just no one who sees it instead everyone mocks.

Why do you make your life tough? Is your life so cheap that it needs validation?

Me - You don't get it, My Demons haunt me so much

Then kill them

Me - they're part of me, they'll not die until I die

You're not a Fullmetal Alchemist brother, your soul is not bond to your Armor
Your soul is yours, you own what you want to stay with you and what leaves you.....

Me - but I'm the problem if I die everyone will be happier

If a person like you is a problem then
the woman who gets beaten everyday by her husband wants a problem like you
A brother who is helpless by his siblings and other wants a problem like you
There is a woman, friend, a helpless person, a kid without a father or an great uncle, a person who's family died they all need a problem like you
The person you want to be is your goal
But the person you're currently now, someone out there would do everything to get someone like you.
A diamond in wrong hands is just a stone

Hold my hand and everything will be fine

Me - how long do I have to suffer?

Long enough to know the real value of Cherry Blossoms

And then I touched his hand and we held hand together
I woke up becuase
Yesterday, I had a Dream
Which felt like a long ago

Written by Abdul Allam

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