Deranged water

>Ahmed Abdirahman

looks like british killing irish again :(

I was a dumb ass kid in my late teens and early 20s. I did drugs and didn't give a fuck about anything before I discovered my white roots and got jew pilled. Once, I took a whole box of cough medicine to "robotrip" and decided to mix it with a whole pill pack of dramamine (motion sickness pills, but if you take a lot, it's similar to LSD)
Apparently, this mixture of OTC medicine is near fatal... but holy shit what a night. (I don't remember anything from this point on, I was told my actions after) I punched a cop and broke his nose, got strapped into a gurney and thrown in an ambulance. Heartbeat was over 200bpm. Parents showed up, and I didn't even know who they were... eventually, they sedated me and pumped my gut full of liquid charcoal to absorb everything and vacuum it out and save my life.
This action alone deleted most of my childhood memories, it put holes in my brain and I regret it every day of my life. My short term memory is fucked, I have to keep a memo book everywhere or text myself thoughts. It scary because I support a family and I hope someone shoots me if I forget who my wife/children are. On the outside I am a normal working man and nobody would ever suspect the damage I have contained, or the horrible visions and nightmares I have daily.
I am an old millennial, just over 40, and I see that (most) zoomers are not into drugs and being sex addicted and that makes me tremendously happy. I believe that the jew sees this and is becoming scared, alphas could either become retarded skibiti toilet idiots or be the final reich. My children are passionate about their heritage, they know their place. My oldest son already knows whites are a persecuted race by jews (I keep my kike knowledge to just me and the wife, he found out on his own) I know this app is full of zoomers and I just want to say don't be a retard like me and I'm proud of you.

Don't consooooom everything you see. There's a lot of dark shit, but there is light. I am a bald retard that doesn't lift, under 6 foot, and isn't rich. I have many children and in a happy marriage. You will be happy and not eat ze bugs too.

Anyway, back to memes