نمیتونم از بقیه انتظار داشته باشم راه خودشونو به خاطر من کج کنن
برای کسی مثل من که بزرگ شدن واسش سخته،
با اینکه نیاز به همدردی و کمک دارم؛
ولی نهایتا کمک خاصی بهم نمیکنه.
درنهایت خودمم و خودم.
پس سکوت میکنم.
و کمک گدایی کردن رو تموم میکنم.

I need to be the fox to my wolf...

I know
I fucked up
Everything
So bad
In my life
And i know there's no turning back
I know nothing will change about me or my life
Disappointing my family
Pushing away my friends
Falling into a shithole with nothing to grab on
No hopes and no knowledge
No goals and no passion
An empty vessel
Roaming into the nowhere
I have hurt people
Been bitter
Been bad and stinky
I never lived normally
Did what i always wanted to
And always got the worst possible outcomes
Nothing ever went smoothly
And perhaps i'm the only reason
I have always been the reason