imagine saying anything that passes your mind
and he/she gets it
a far wish
and he/she gets it
a far wish
الان که دارم فکر میکنم لدز خیلی با من فرندلی نبود
آی گس اگه رو هونکای تمرکزمو میذاشتم بهتر بود
اون فرندلی تر بود باهام
هعی
آی گس اگه رو هونکای تمرکزمو میذاشتم بهتر بود
اون فرندلی تر بود باهام
هعی
and also i might still be a child
i need to read more books
fuck smartphones and socialmedia
i need to read more books
fuck smartphones and socialmedia
「𝑴𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒓」
Kings Elliot – Lost Again (Theme From The Callisto Protocol)
Say I don't need anyone, but I do
Why is it always misery that I choose?
Am I only climbing so I can fall
And you can turn my only hope into my hospital?
So why do I run for the flames?
'Cause there's no way back
And they're all I have
And why am I so lost again?
I'd give everything
But I'll never win
I'll close my eyes
'Cause the world outside is goin' under
You know I'd die
I would leave this life to find another
If there's a universe, even one reality
Where I'm enough for me
Now all of my nightmares are comin' true
And I've seen beyond the darkest side of the moon, oh
I've walked in their shadows, but how do I run
From monsters in the mirror that I'm afraid that I've become?
So why do I run for the flames?
'Cause there's no way back
And they're all I have
And why am I so lost again?
I'd give everything
But I'll never win
I'll close my eyes
'Cause the world outside is goin' under
You know I'd die
I would leave this life to find another
If there's a universe, even one reality
Where I'm enough for me
Where I'm enough for me
Where I'm enough for me
And why am I so lost again?
If there's no way back
Is this all I have?
If I'm alive, but lost again
Givin' everything
When I'll never win
I'll close my eyes
'Cause the world outside is goin' under
You know I'd die
I would leave life to find another
If there's a universe, even one reality
Where I'm enough for me
「𝑴𝒖𝒕𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒓」
Say I don't need anyone, but I do Why is it always misery that I choose? Am I only climbing so I can fall And you can turn my only hope into my hospital? So why do I run for the flames? 'Cause there's no way back And they're all I have And why am I so lost…
this song became "me" after all...
this isn't me... it never was... the way i lost myself and everything i loved..?
it should end...
it should end...
راستش وقتی هنوز اون گپ لدزو پیدا نکرده بودم حالم خوب بود
از اینستاگرام همه چیو متوجه میشدم
خودم همه ی کارامو میکردم
درسته تنها بودم
ولی الان تنهاتر شدم
از اینستاگرام همه چیو متوجه میشدم
خودم همه ی کارامو میکردم
درسته تنها بودم
ولی الان تنهاتر شدم
اینجوری نیست که دوست نداشته باشم با دیگران ارتباط بگیرم
ولی انگاری زبونم برای دیگران قابل درک نیست
راه ارتباط برقرار کردنو واسم میبندن
قضاوتشون به مویی بنده
انگار اونا زبون همو میفهمن ولی من زبون هیچکدومشونو نمیفهمم
ولی انگاری زبونم برای دیگران قابل درک نیست
راه ارتباط برقرار کردنو واسم میبندن
قضاوتشون به مویی بنده
انگار اونا زبون همو میفهمن ولی من زبون هیچکدومشونو نمیفهمم
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البته خیلی وقته اینجوریه
شاید از سال اول دانشگاه که ارتباطم با دوست صمیمیم به هم خورد
شاید از سال اول دانشگاه که ارتباطم با دوست صمیمیم به هم خورد
When you speak your language and get shut down
it's normal to feel left out or alone
everything start to build up inside you
and you're trying hard to keep yourself together
it's normal to feel left out or alone
everything start to build up inside you
and you're trying hard to keep yourself together
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