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امشب کلی ویدیو از کارتونای قدیمیم دیدم
کلی آهنگ قدیمی
گریه میکنم
گریه ی واقعی
کیو دیدین بشینه آهنگ خرس برادر گوش بده گریه کنه؟
یا آهنگ ای سن هیولا در پاریس
دلم واسه بچگیام تنگ شده
دلم واسه تنهایی تو اتاق رقصیدن تنگ شده
چرا انقد عوض شدم؟
چطوری انقد داغون شدم؟

after a while
you figure that being forgotten is not entirely bad

you'll have more time with yourself

some see it as a way of self-harming

some cope with it and live it away

some learn to control their "brain" and "heart"

damn it's hard

but it gives you some sort of self-awareness

the kind that you'll either kill yourself or start loving yourself

you'll have no other way but to look "into and through" yourself

that's why a lot fear of being alone
or becoming lonely

they fear "themselves"

but
isn't it beautiful?

your senses become more "sensitive"

you'll hear your heartbeat
smell your sweat
taste the bitterness on your tongue
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touch everything and experience the sounds

make melodies
hum to yourself
feel the life