Merri festivities.
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Wishing u all a warm & safe winter.

In a love/hate relationship with Spotify's AI Daylist.

Love that it guesses my mood/verbal processing need 70% of the time.


Hate how predictable it makes my needs seem when I struggle so hard to follow my own patterns.




Cuz im most definitely feeling the burnout depression. Brain is a minefield. I need to feel this painfully complex emotions through a safe filter. Music.

Not posting my current song cuz a few minor triggers in the lyrics.

So all I'll say is.

Kodaline 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Was already holding back tears from two Kodaline songs in a row and the AI plays this 😭😭😭😭😭

I need water



https://open.spotify.com/track/2L9N0zZnd37dwF0clgxMGI

F u c k

https://open.spotify.com/track/4x5YzxjrF9wvIIXJV7TveC

It gave me a one song break...

Then slammed me down into relationship grief mode

https://open.spotify.com/track/1nYzjrdVQ8RpF93M0jPFW7

Mum asked about my awol bf. Cuz she knew him, one of my highschool sweethearts.

I still have no idea how hes doing. Past the 2 year mark? Of no-contact In August.

I needed this but fuuuuuck i wasnt ready.

Gdi spotify