I tried to become less Aware.. 

I assure you, I really did..




If Life is the true process 

of limitation and liberation.. 

I guess I sensed, I was too aware, 

For sake of my own apparent creation, 

Our world is just too full of 

lies, 

That seemingly were so hard to accept 

But, to live under that narration, 

for the love of my surroundings false friends and idiotic ties, 

Much copious toxic consumption, while most others slept, 

the alcoholic and mesmerising, 

entertainment with free spirits,  

that would only induce 

naive but innocent destruction,   

not stunted and reduced to

Our insatiable physical limits.. 


Although in the long tradition 

of a sinister callous system 

Of vacuous consumer's stupid aberration, 

those so enamoured with it all, 

are offering no resistance, 

their blatent shameful cowardice would fall, 

Revealing dumbed down arrogant malice, 

with planned control increasing 

Witness mass cognitive dissonance 


Although for my part, 

I tried to become less Aware.. 

I assure you I really did 


So why on earth would we, want to do that? 

And surely the opposite is true, 

Daydreaming in an airport lounge, 

Of Great escapes, exotic fantasy - beach resort, 

Tho if you knew, you really wouldn't ask 

To explain I won't delay, 

Why the hell - a need for, 

a girl in every port? 

who really wants to see the bleak truths, I say.. 

Through awareness we witness society's manipulations, 

that have produced, 

a mostly docile and subdued, 

so utterly confused, 

quite severely unconscious

and reduced-Spiritual population


Many of us toyed with those provided for addictions..

I suppose it holds truth for

just a while longer, 

Take all you can, for consequential predictions

so that, that which doesn't kill you, 

Appears to make you stronger


Through own private trials 

and some tribulation, 

I conceded that I'd

also endure, 

some such adversely accute 

or pathetic dumb experience, 

only to indulge - and then emerge, 

necessary fairness - or karma? 

to externally view 

a distinction to see 

Some stark difference, 

toward greater insight 

and heightened broader awareness.. 


Although for my part, 

I tried to become less Aware.. 

I assure you I really did 


I suppose part of that journey was first to go backwards, 

a reverse into unknowning 

and mind numbing activity, engaging the subconscious

a dumbing down toward, submission to triviality

to inhibit then becoming 

completely bloody bored, 

by means of hedonism 

rife experimentation my reality, 

in outdoor open asylum 

incessant nightlife attraction, 

It's their Pharmaceutical laboratory, 

that really impedes 

our inate, even sublime, 

God given, intellectual honesty 


Apparently it just didn't work on me, so well

 

..At least, not how it was intended, or supposed to do, 

for me to then live through.. 

and to tell


Although for my part, 

I tried to become less Aware.. 

I assure you I really did 



Indulgent in a race 

but only to attain, 

many blackouts of a 'misspent youth' 

Mistakes were normal, 

But never meant to blame 

Tho far too often, a naive attachment, to sheer  

abundance naturally honed 

of substance cultivated, 

for all intents and purposes 

I admit that I had also likely, 

of course.. 

- sought some solace there


For only to become and then discover, realise

the hidden but loudest inner truths, 

self opposing lies that smother

and deny us.. 

the Essence part of Source, 

Attempting this there is no argument; 

Did I also then try to be 

less intelligent? 

Lacking reason, basic discourse

And required integral, perceptive tho belligerent.. 

Gnosis - now, 

Could these actions tho 

have had, 

an exact opposite effect 

to this? 



One thing I do certify to 

- is.. 


For my part, 


I tried to become less aware.. 

I assure you, I really did. 




Kurt Hubbard-Beale 
During covid 19 lockdown 
11th June 2021 
kurttravellerhb@gmail.com


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Watch "Ukrainian General Kazemirovich names Masons, Zionist Oligarchs behind CIA 2014 Maidan Coup (English)" on YouTube
https://youtu.be/0u8_z71QDus

A good reminder of who was in control of the Ukraine then and with all the data we have since, it follows just who is STILL in control of the Ukraine today.

Hmmm..
The Bible (KJV) and all subsequent variations of it, WAS written or rewritten if you insist by Sir Francis Bacon, a known practitioner of Kabbalah. Bacon was a Rosecrucian Freemason.

Sir Francis Bacon and The Mass Deception
by Fifi Leigh
3 years ago
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Friday, 8.30.19

Who is this Sir Francis Bacon?

Sir Francis Bacon was the Editor for the King James Bible, which was printed in 1611. He was also a Freemason. This First Edition of King James Bible, edited by Francis Bacon as well as prepared under Masonic supervision, incorporates more masonic ideas than any cathedral’s teachings.

I decided to further research this Sir Francis Bacon editing the first edition of the King James Bible. This video is kind of long, over one hour, but it is interesting. I do have the first edition of King James Bible from childhood in the seventies, which was actually a gift from a friend. But the only time I read it was for research purposes.

Moreover, this video is a part 1. So, there are probably other parts to this explanation on Youtube. This part 1 mostly explains the Rosicrucian takeover of Great Britain and Europe. There is also proof that King James wouldn’t have allowed Francis Bacon and the Rosicrucian to change the original 1611 Authorized Version.

It has to do with New World Order and world takeover and anti-Christ agenda.

This stuff is interesting. It also goes back to ancient Scottish Druids and Occult Secret Societies. They are into satanism and demonology.

This video also makes a connection between Bohemian Groves to these twisted masonic men, Illuminati, and secret societies.

There is a conspiracy to destroy God’s Words for the New World Order, since the beginnings of time, in which I have noticed some from the Zionist Media since back in the seventies.

Sir Francis Bacon was publishing his work in England, but King James wanted nothing to do with Bacon. It appears Bacon was a Luciferian, promoting Occult information and into Luciferian philosophy. Bacon was into Magic and Sorcery. King James wasn’t interested in Magic or this evil information.

Toward the end of the video, it is about the mass deception to fool the masses into the satanic New World Order, One World Government, and the Baphomet agenda.

Oliver Cromwell restarted the Rosicrucian in England after it was defeated in Europe via activists. Three men started the Rosicrucian Movement. Cromwell was an agent of Rosicrucian. One of the men mentioned was a Pantheist, and Pantheist is a form of Zionism. It is also mentioned that secret societies are involved in witchcraft, and these witches should be protected. (Well, this explains why the Epstein case is now closed). It is also mentioned that Francis Bacon was a homosexual, but they spread the rumor that King James was a homosexual because he was against the changes.

Angelina Jolie flees to safety in Ukraine 🙄 Crisis actors are getting put out of work by Hollywood these days

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Dissolve the Ego



Like ready for life moulded souls,
Trapped in flesh with mortal
brand,
Labelled with name, a social number,
Yet with sanctioned control
by hidden hand

Not necessarily so, it isn't you,
We journey through life
to experience death,
But what one really
- ought now to do,
Is to kill and dissolve the insipid ego..

Yes, that takes presidence now,
in this material realm,
From such perception limitation,
It is so necessary once lost
but - then found
Attention on and to one's self
so then the shedding of
our body's name

There is not really one identity,
all is one part of a greater whole,
You would instinctively know
If you'd only refused to have
- taken on this role

What on earth is in a name?
It most certainly isn't YOU
- that's for sure,
There's no one else to copy
And so therefore,
no one else to blame

The confusion being
I am not this.. this is not me..!
A tonal sound for any given label
So then do not be bound
by notion of a price tag
or in fact at all
- by any branded fable

Of course there is much more to know,
Recall one's own ability
For we are all one piece of
A blueprint of spirituality
Of origin and of Source
Get rid of name forever,
Like a stream absorbing minerals,
to recover, then to see

Resolve, commit to this they said,
Ironically move back to self
And disgard all infatuation
for names are labels
- all but sound,
Of a tone, an endearing frequency.. that we once had

To move higher, back to Source
We intentionally only really need to pay attention to,
be certain on, for all of us
Remember this - emancipation comes..


Once we - Dissolve the Ego.



Kurt Hubbard-Beale
kurttravellerhb@gmail.com
December 28th 2020
During covid 19 lockdown

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Mother of groomee: “I trusted the NHS”

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To end the night with some positivity this is how Australians should stand in unity ❤️

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An answer to prayer? Queensland Senator Malcolm Roberts says at 20:00 that he is going after pederasts lawfully and will not be fobbed off by the terms of reference of the Australian Royal Commission.

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Absolutely.
What's more...

Universities are Masonic Brain Washing Machines

https://henrymakow.com/002046.html

The mortarboard and black gown signify that, unwittingly, graduates have received a Masonic (satanic) indoctrination.

source: (Jewish) Professor Henry Makow

Peddler BBC pushing genetic engineered food as healthy and good for planet.
They want to control food completely to give these engineered food for depopulation.

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