It shows me Chinese fishing commercials for that red liquid they use

CLEANING MY DEPRESSION MESS

ME AM GOOD BOY AND GOOD BOYS HAVE GOOD ROOMS!

C L E A N

IT CLEAN

I DID GOOD JOB I NAP NOW

Wooaaagg

Long nap

YOU

DRINK WATER YOU BEAUTIFUL BOG

THE FROGS NEED IT

Dog still here

Just mentally distant I'm sorry

I am playing terearia again

On the pc this time with mods to make it easier for me to use

Not like insane autominers but stuff like UI changes so I can see and find things better

It feels kinda weird playing games again I had a very abusive friendship where pretty much if I wasn't sitting in an Xbox party with them they'd get physically and verbally abusive towards me and my good friends

Kinda like a ptsd I guess

But um I'm trying to learn to enjoy games again

And I gotta learn to enjoy them with people again that sorta destroyed me wanting to play with anyone