You’re not battling them.
You’re battling yourself.
And it just so happens that they’re aware of your internal battle— so they use you against you.
They play on your subconscious fears, your unhealed wounds, the things you don’t want to look at.
And it’s a gift. All of it is a gift.
To show you the parts of you that need looking at. To show you yourself. To bring you into complete, beautiful, unashamed wholeness.
To find a deep love of self.
Bless those that cause the unhealed parts of you to arise, because that is the ultimate gift. They’re helping you to become more whole. They’re helping you become what you truly are.

Why Kyrie is my favorite point guard.
Also has the best handles in the league. And one of the best finishers at the rim.

If you don’t understand what I’m saying it’s okay. It’s basketball talk.

The opening of my mentor Garret Kramer’s new book, “True Self.”

Christine here. The voice chat I’m hosting is starting in 5min. You can click on the banner at the top of the channel to join. For those who haven’t attended one before they’re an informal chance to say hi, connect, acknowledge where we’re at and explore whatever topics or themes feels most relevant for us today.

Thank you everyone who joined in for the voice chat today. I appreciate the chance to connect and be present for different topics of conversation that arise to explore during our time together.

I’ll be back next week hosting another voice chat, Tuesday September 27th at 3pm Pacific, 5pm Central, 6pm Eastern or whatever time that converts to where you live. You’re welcome to join in for that.

~Christine

A sneak peek of one of the amazing sessions from The Way Forward Summit 2022!

In this clip the amazing Dr. Edith Ubuntu Chan shares some details for her upcoming Luminous Education Revolution that begins tomorrow! The Luminous Education Revolution features the best of holistic education, homeschooling, unschooling, self-directed learning, awakened parenthood, plus ancient memories, future vision, and holistic family life. In total, you get 17 pre-recorded training sessions, plus a LIVE Q & A.

I HAD to clip this because it is such a beautiful window into both Dr. E’s summit and The Way Forward Summit! I hope you’ll check out both!

Check out Dr. E’s summit here: Alec.LuminousRevolution.com

Check out The Way Forward Summit here: https://thewayfwrd.com/

"People who have a habit of throwing around “controlled opposition” and similar terms, like hot burgers off the grill at a picnic…those people tend to have a paranoid world view (which is justified), but the world view gets out of hand. The world view becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Right next door to “he’s a gate keeper and controlled opposition,” we have: “He’s distracting us by covering the wrong issues. We should be focused on Q, R, S, not X, Y, Z.”

And it may be true that we should be focused on Q, R, S, but Fred isn’t trying to distract anybody. He thinks X, Y, and Z are important, and they are. Perhaps they’re not as important as Q, R, S, but so what?

To go down a different path, if Fred happened to be a person whose job it was to notice certain types of crimes and prosecute them in court, and there was a whole list of those crimes Fred obviously knew about, and yet he was doing nothing; then you would have a major case against Fred. That’s a different situation. And doing nothing while egregious crimes pile up is standard operating procedure in government work. Unfortunately.

But Fred isn’t that person. He’s a writer or a video maker or a broadcaster or an editor, and he happens to be limited, and from time to time he makes mistakes. Along the limited waterfront he’s covering, he makes mistakes.

Or Fred is on the crime beat, and he does expose a number of crimes, but not all of them, and not the favorite crimes of his accuser.

Or Fred deals with conspiracies of a deep nature, but not every conspiracy.

Or Fred works to pump himself up and embroider his reputation, and in that process, he sometimes jumps the fence and makes obviously wrong statements.

But he’s not a spy. He’s not a gate keeper. He’s not controlled opposition. He’s not a plant.

The unsupported and excessive spraying of these terms, like “controlled opposition,” into land, sea, and air, has a deleterious effect. It casts a weird glow. It distorts people and situations."
https://jonrappoport.substack.com/p/controlled-opposition-gate-keeper

If I’m being honest, I’m struggling. I have been, on and off, for almost a year. These past 11 months have been some of the hardest of my life. It’s an awkward thing to share with those who “follow” me, but I have to be transparent and authentic.

Between my relationship with my mom collapsing, the Robert Malone/HFFH/Jeff Witzeman situation that was detrimental to HFFH, my lack of leadership in that situation, facing personal censorship to a degree that I haven’t heard of many others facing, so many of my subconscious fears around failure and unworthiness surfacing, several close friendships collapsing, my son’s health challenges, familial financial challenges, making a really hard decision to dissolve HFfH, my grandpa suddenly passing away, and building The Way Forward from the ground up after having to dissolve the organization I’ve poured my heart into for almost 2 years, + much more— needless to say, it’s been a lot.

Why am I sharing this? Because I’m a human being just like you. I’m not special. I’m not perfect. I don’t have it all figured out. I still don’t know why I have been blessed with a voice and a platform. Oftentimes I experience imposter’s syndrome. I struggle with insecurities, fears, unhealed aspects of myself, and everything else that everyone else experiences. I hope this offers a reflection and validation for what you may or may not be going through. My circumstances aren’t special. A lot of people are going through a lot of challenges right now (at least those I’ve spoken to seem to be experiencing challenges more often than usual).

Whether or not you’re going through something right now (and if you’re not surely you will at some point again in your life), It’s important we remember that trauma is a catalyst. Challenges are a catalyst. Facing the individual and collective shadow is a catalyst. These catalysts can speed up our evolution, or they can lead to our devolution. Which one will we choose? The choice is quite literally ours. It’s all about how you orient your thoughts, feelings, and what action you take relating to these catalysts. I’m writing this as a reflection for you— but I’m also writing this for me. I need to be reminded of this.

Just as COVID pushed many of us deeper into authenticity, deeper into our purpose, deeper into introspection, deeper into our “why”, so to will the individual and collective collapses, fears, and uprooted conditioning that we’re facing if we choose to use them as catalysts for positive change. I think that’s why it’s important to remember our “deepest why”— something that was taught to me by a dear friend Tara Pilling.

What is your “deepest why”? What keeps you going through tough times? I know what mine is— to uproot, face, heal, and transmute the individual and collective darkness of the world to create the more beautiful, vibrant. authentic, loving, healthy, whole individuals, families, and communities that our souls know on the deepest level is possible.

That’s what keeps me going every day. That’s what helps me persevere through these challenges. I know that they’re simply catalysts, inviting me to CHOOSE to become a better version of me. They’re for my highest good, but only if I CHOOSE to use them in that way. And I’m doing my best to uproot, face, heal, and transmute them. I hope you’ll do the same with your catalysts. It’s your choice— what will you choose?

Hopefully this share validates/provides some reflection points for you. If not, keep scrolling I guess.