When I watched you sleep, I wished I could touch you. I wanted to brush your hair, and more. I liked so much to have you that close that I would spend my whole life watching you sleep. And when Ian smiled at you at school, I wanted to bite his head off because the thought that he or someone else might touch you the way I wanted made me lose it. I'm afraid because I've always been alone in my whole life. I'm afraid because I never cared about someone other than myself before meeting you. And I was afraid, that the one thing I cared about the most in the world could have chosen any other but me. So yeah you are an idiot if you didn't understand that I'm so in love with you.