I’ve just realized something and it feels kind of important. Let’s see what comes of it.
Neediness triggers me. In myself, yes. But when others are needy and that neediness is directed at me it really pisses me off. Like, to the point that I lose the ability to be nice. Or understanding. Or patient. Or even kind.
Helplessness will get me going too, but for some reason it’s easier for me to just walk away from that one. If you’re not willing to help yourself then, fuck you. I’m done. It doesn’t stick to me like the neeeeeeedy-ness does.
My mother is a needy person. She looks to others to make her feel whole and relevant and at the same time she belittles the very people she looks to for that sustenance. It’s an abusive cycle. And one that has manifested as narcissism in a highly concentrated, covert form.
As a child, I was put into the role of sustaining her. I saw her neediness and her emotions and always sought to fix it. To make sure she was happy. To be the good girl who made her smile.
I should never have been in that position and it’s taken me almost half a century to figure it out — to see why I get so pissed off when others want me to fix them or save them or take on their demons.
“I’ve got enough of my own, thank you very much. I sure as shit don’t need yours too.”
And then I see this amazing explanation from the Pleiadians and I realized that that’s why I get so mad. It’s the little girl in me feeling put upon and panicking. Knowing that I don’t have the skills, tools or resources to do the job, and yet feeling responsible for it anyway.
When people hand away their Sovereignty, it pisses me off. When they try to hand it to me…I get really rattled.
I don’t want it.
Do your own work. Solve your own problems.
I’ll be here to support you, but I’m not going to pick up your reins. And I’m also not going to give you step by step instructions. I can’t anyway because your Path is your own.
Do your own thinking.
Do your own feeling.
Do your own inner work.
I don’t want that kind of power over you. Not even a little bit. Please don’t try to hand it to me.
Wow. That’s pretty deep.
Looks like my inner child and I still have some work to do.
“Come on, sweetie. Let’s sort this out shall we?”
@TruthRascalHQ ✨💖✨
—19 October 2024—
Neediness triggers me. In myself, yes. But when others are needy and that neediness is directed at me it really pisses me off. Like, to the point that I lose the ability to be nice. Or understanding. Or patient. Or even kind.
Helplessness will get me going too, but for some reason it’s easier for me to just walk away from that one. If you’re not willing to help yourself then, fuck you. I’m done. It doesn’t stick to me like the neeeeeeedy-ness does.
My mother is a needy person. She looks to others to make her feel whole and relevant and at the same time she belittles the very people she looks to for that sustenance. It’s an abusive cycle. And one that has manifested as narcissism in a highly concentrated, covert form.
As a child, I was put into the role of sustaining her. I saw her neediness and her emotions and always sought to fix it. To make sure she was happy. To be the good girl who made her smile.
I should never have been in that position and it’s taken me almost half a century to figure it out — to see why I get so pissed off when others want me to fix them or save them or take on their demons.
“I’ve got enough of my own, thank you very much. I sure as shit don’t need yours too.”
And then I see this amazing explanation from the Pleiadians and I realized that that’s why I get so mad. It’s the little girl in me feeling put upon and panicking. Knowing that I don’t have the skills, tools or resources to do the job, and yet feeling responsible for it anyway.
When people hand away their Sovereignty, it pisses me off. When they try to hand it to me…I get really rattled.
I don’t want it.
Do your own work. Solve your own problems.
I’ll be here to support you, but I’m not going to pick up your reins. And I’m also not going to give you step by step instructions. I can’t anyway because your Path is your own.
Do your own thinking.
Do your own feeling.
Do your own inner work.
I don’t want that kind of power over you. Not even a little bit. Please don’t try to hand it to me.
Wow. That’s pretty deep.
Looks like my inner child and I still have some work to do.
“Come on, sweetie. Let’s sort this out shall we?”
@TruthRascalHQ ✨💖✨
—19 October 2024—
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The New Earth needs you to Believe in it —
to CREATE it.
Not to scroll the internet for “proof” that what you want to happen is coming. Not to rely on external input to give you permission to believe in the miraculous. You must Believe FIRST. That’s why it was so incredibly important to wake you up and get you to stop listening to the bullshit. What you Believe, you Create.
The best truly is yet to come…as soon as you understand that you must Believe in it in order for it to arrive. You have to Know that it has already come to pass and FEEL IT.
Do you see? Your Faith and your Creative Power are needed for this Time.
Stop following and LEAD…
with your Heart.
In Love,
TR ✨💕✨
—22 Aug 2023—
to CREATE it.
Not to scroll the internet for “proof” that what you want to happen is coming. Not to rely on external input to give you permission to believe in the miraculous. You must Believe FIRST. That’s why it was so incredibly important to wake you up and get you to stop listening to the bullshit. What you Believe, you Create.
The best truly is yet to come…as soon as you understand that you must Believe in it in order for it to arrive. You have to Know that it has already come to pass and FEEL IT.
Do you see? Your Faith and your Creative Power are needed for this Time.
Stop following and LEAD…
with your Heart.
In Love,
TR ✨💕✨
—22 Aug 2023—
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Forwarded from TR HQ (TruthRascal)
There are energetic “gates” on pretty much everything down here on Earth.
You must be operating at a certain frequency in order to take in information that is of like vibration.
Your chakra system plays a huge role in this. They all need to be clear and activated and this can take a lifetime, if it happens at all.
The lower 3 chakras are considered the Earthly realm. Your animal nature, “Lower Egypt” or even “hell”.
The Heart is the middle realm - Midgard. When you transit this space and activate the Heart, you gain access to the higher realms of the 3 upper chakras. This is “The Promised Land” or “heaven”.
This is reflected in many different traditions and ancient texts.
This might have blown some minds. I don’t really know how it’ll be received, but people need to understand this.
As above, so below. As within, so without.
“Take up your cross and follow me”
- Jesus, according to the Gospels
Your BODY is your cross.
@TruthRascalHQ ✨💕✨
Image is from The Occult Anatomy of Man by Manly P. Hall
You must be operating at a certain frequency in order to take in information that is of like vibration.
Your chakra system plays a huge role in this. They all need to be clear and activated and this can take a lifetime, if it happens at all.
The lower 3 chakras are considered the Earthly realm. Your animal nature, “Lower Egypt” or even “hell”.
The Heart is the middle realm - Midgard. When you transit this space and activate the Heart, you gain access to the higher realms of the 3 upper chakras. This is “The Promised Land” or “heaven”.
This is reflected in many different traditions and ancient texts.
This might have blown some minds. I don’t really know how it’ll be received, but people need to understand this.
As above, so below. As within, so without.
“Take up your cross and follow me”
- Jesus, according to the Gospels
Your BODY is your cross.
@TruthRascalHQ ✨💕✨
Image is from The Occult Anatomy of Man by Manly P. Hall
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