You can’t fake this 👆btw. You can’t talk yourself out of being afraid.
And fear does serve a purpose in this physical Realm. Of course it does. But it’s simply a tool.
And if you’re operating in such a way that makes you believe you need to constantly defend and protect yourself against Dark forces…then you do.
And in doing so, you just reinforce the relationship.
But, the answer to this is not more protection. Its not giving yourself a pep talk and trying to convince yourself of something you don’t actually Believe.
It’s introspection and inner work. It’s doing whatever it takes to get you to the point of truly Remembering who the fuck you are.
And fear does serve a purpose in this physical Realm. Of course it does. But it’s simply a tool.
And if you’re operating in such a way that makes you believe you need to constantly defend and protect yourself against Dark forces…then you do.
And in doing so, you just reinforce the relationship.
But, the answer to this is not more protection. Its not giving yourself a pep talk and trying to convince yourself of something you don’t actually Believe.
It’s introspection and inner work. It’s doing whatever it takes to get you to the point of truly Remembering who the fuck you are.
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lol. And the biggest issue with what I’m trying to explain here is that you won’t really innerstand it until after you’ve actually done it.
Soooo…maybe I should just save my breath 😂😂😂
Soooo…maybe I should just save my breath 😂😂😂
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Forwarded from 🔥Embers from Ash🌻 (Ash)
Not all trauma is Big T trauma.
Sometimes it's a little t. Barely noticeable. Rarely talked about.
The kind of trauma that tends to lead to astronomical increases in addiction?
Emotional trauma.
Psychological abuse.
Neglect.
The kind that tells you:
Your feelings are invalid.
You're too sensitive.
You ask too many questions.
You need to "relax" because it's not that big of a deal.
The kind that breaks you down until you're just about to crumble, and then picks you back up with compliments and gifts and empty apologies. Until next time.
The kind that says their wants are more important than your needs.
That kind of trauma seeps into your skin, nerves, bones and heart and can take years, if not decades to present noticeable damage.
If this resonates with you, recognize that the wires in your brain that are attuned towards addiction are feeding off of the dysfunctional ways in which you were programmed to receive dopamine..and if you want to unravel the addiction, it starts with realizing that what happened to you was not your fault. You did deserve better. You were not too sensitive or too hard to love. You were just surrounded by the wrong people.
And now? Your path forward is in your hands. The steps you take next? You are responsible for.
You can choose to stay a victim, numbing out those feelings and pretending they don't exist.
Or you can choose to be accountable today. You can ask for help. You can seek therapy. You can choose who you surround yourself with. You do have choices.
And you are worthy of the ones that make you WANT to live.
With all my love,
🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
@EmbersfromAsh
Sometimes it's a little t. Barely noticeable. Rarely talked about.
The kind of trauma that tends to lead to astronomical increases in addiction?
Emotional trauma.
Psychological abuse.
Neglect.
The kind that tells you:
Your feelings are invalid.
You're too sensitive.
You ask too many questions.
You need to "relax" because it's not that big of a deal.
The kind that breaks you down until you're just about to crumble, and then picks you back up with compliments and gifts and empty apologies. Until next time.
The kind that says their wants are more important than your needs.
That kind of trauma seeps into your skin, nerves, bones and heart and can take years, if not decades to present noticeable damage.
If this resonates with you, recognize that the wires in your brain that are attuned towards addiction are feeding off of the dysfunctional ways in which you were programmed to receive dopamine..and if you want to unravel the addiction, it starts with realizing that what happened to you was not your fault. You did deserve better. You were not too sensitive or too hard to love. You were just surrounded by the wrong people.
And now? Your path forward is in your hands. The steps you take next? You are responsible for.
You can choose to stay a victim, numbing out those feelings and pretending they don't exist.
Or you can choose to be accountable today. You can ask for help. You can seek therapy. You can choose who you surround yourself with. You do have choices.
And you are worthy of the ones that make you WANT to live.
With all my love,
🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
@EmbersfromAsh
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allllll of this 👆
Because the real cause of addiction is disconnection from the Self.
It’s an attempt to seal and soothe the pain that results from being separated from who you really are…from your emotions, your feelings, your needs, your passions & your preferences.
This disconnection happens when you are conditioned to believe that how you truly feel does not matter….that it’s always secondary to what is expected of you. And often, that you should be ashamed of how you really feel because it’s “incorrect,” “unacceptable,” “foolish,” “childish,” etc. etc. You get the idea.
When how you REALLY FEEL is deemed to be wrong, then you develop a deep-seated belief that YOU are wrong, bad and fundamentally flawed.
And the pain that results is temporarily soothed with drugs, alcohol, gambling, fucking, shopping, or whatever you find that gives you relief from your inner pain. It only lasts for a little while though, and then you need another hit —because obviously, it hasn’t solved the problem. It’s only masked it for a hot minute.
It really is this simple.
And it really isn’t your fault.
But fixing it is your responsibility.
Why?
Because no one else is going to do it. No one else CAN. Not even the person(s) who did the damage. Especially not them, in fact.
When it comes down to it, YOU are the one who disconnected from your Self. You didn’t have any other option, but inside, it was YOU who did it. Your Mind separated in order to protect you. And the only way to repair that rift is inside of yourself. Nothing anyone says to you is going to do the trick.
And that’s the real kicker here…No, it wasn’t your fault. But you’re the only one who can fix it.
How long are you going to bitch instead of just digging in? Yes, you got screwed. But if you get stuck in that mindset, you’re going to screw yourself all over again.
So, decide.
Are you going to take the reins of your life? Or are you going to hang onto the pain so that you have an excuse, someone or something to blame if things don’t go the way you’d hoped?
Funny thing is, until you fully let go of the idea that any of this is someone else’s job to fix, you’ll never be able to exit the cycle.
You are WORTHY of being Whole and Happy and when you look inside and accept who you are and how you really feel, you will find your way out of the nightmare.
And you CAN do it. Your feelings aren’t going to kill you as you let them up and out. It just might feel like they will. When you think about it, that’s the choice you had to make: stuff your feelings down or risk your survival. So, now, everything in you is going to scream, “No! It’s not safe to feel. Don’t do it!”
But that’s not true anymore.
Reconnect and watch what happens.
In Love,
~TR 💫
Because the real cause of addiction is disconnection from the Self.
It’s an attempt to seal and soothe the pain that results from being separated from who you really are…from your emotions, your feelings, your needs, your passions & your preferences.
This disconnection happens when you are conditioned to believe that how you truly feel does not matter….that it’s always secondary to what is expected of you. And often, that you should be ashamed of how you really feel because it’s “incorrect,” “unacceptable,” “foolish,” “childish,” etc. etc. You get the idea.
When how you REALLY FEEL is deemed to be wrong, then you develop a deep-seated belief that YOU are wrong, bad and fundamentally flawed.
And the pain that results is temporarily soothed with drugs, alcohol, gambling, fucking, shopping, or whatever you find that gives you relief from your inner pain. It only lasts for a little while though, and then you need another hit —because obviously, it hasn’t solved the problem. It’s only masked it for a hot minute.
It really is this simple.
And it really isn’t your fault.
But fixing it is your responsibility.
Why?
Because no one else is going to do it. No one else CAN. Not even the person(s) who did the damage. Especially not them, in fact.
When it comes down to it, YOU are the one who disconnected from your Self. You didn’t have any other option, but inside, it was YOU who did it. Your Mind separated in order to protect you. And the only way to repair that rift is inside of yourself. Nothing anyone says to you is going to do the trick.
And that’s the real kicker here…No, it wasn’t your fault. But you’re the only one who can fix it.
How long are you going to bitch instead of just digging in? Yes, you got screwed. But if you get stuck in that mindset, you’re going to screw yourself all over again.
So, decide.
Are you going to take the reins of your life? Or are you going to hang onto the pain so that you have an excuse, someone or something to blame if things don’t go the way you’d hoped?
Funny thing is, until you fully let go of the idea that any of this is someone else’s job to fix, you’ll never be able to exit the cycle.
You are WORTHY of being Whole and Happy and when you look inside and accept who you are and how you really feel, you will find your way out of the nightmare.
And you CAN do it. Your feelings aren’t going to kill you as you let them up and out. It just might feel like they will. When you think about it, that’s the choice you had to make: stuff your feelings down or risk your survival. So, now, everything in you is going to scream, “No! It’s not safe to feel. Don’t do it!”
But that’s not true anymore.
Reconnect and watch what happens.
In Love,
~TR 💫
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Forwarded from TheStormHasArrived17 (TheStormHasArrived17)
It is truly historic what Peacemaker President Trump has already accomplished. These peace deals will be taught in history classes for decades to come. In less than a year, he has already brokered peace deals between:
India & Pakistan
Rwanda & the Congo
Israel & Iran
Thailand & Cambodia
Serbia & Kosovo
Egypt & Ethiopia
Azerbaijan & Armenia
And it looks like Russia & Ukraine are next.
The magnitude of what this man is doing cannot be understated. He is literally saving the world.
Absolutely incredible.
Thank you, President Trump.
https://x.com/thestormredux/status/1953953163855184270
India & Pakistan
Rwanda & the Congo
Israel & Iran
Thailand & Cambodia
Serbia & Kosovo
Egypt & Ethiopia
Azerbaijan & Armenia
And it looks like Russia & Ukraine are next.
The magnitude of what this man is doing cannot be understated. He is literally saving the world.
Absolutely incredible.
Thank you, President Trump.
https://x.com/thestormredux/status/1953953163855184270
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Forwarded from The Yorkshire Lass
So wait a minute….Trump is meeting Putin on US soil?
When was the last time President Putin came to US soil?
This is HUGE. Peace is coming.
When was the last time President Putin came to US soil?
This is HUGE. Peace is coming.
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Holy crap, y’all. This is nuts!
I’ve had a headache all day and literally fell asleep during an appointment this afternoon. Others are feeling super testy.
We’ve already major purging vibes over the last 48 hours and now this is just next level. So if you’re feeling off, angry or downright sick, just take a break if you can. Rest, hydrate and examine whatever is coming up for you. I’m betting there’s a message in it.
Schumann update as of 2000 hrs PT / 2300 ET / 0300 UTC
I’ve had a headache all day and literally fell asleep during an appointment this afternoon. Others are feeling super testy.
We’ve already major purging vibes over the last 48 hours and now this is just next level. So if you’re feeling off, angry or downright sick, just take a break if you can. Rest, hydrate and examine whatever is coming up for you. I’m betting there’s a message in it.
Schumann update as of 2000 hrs PT / 2300 ET / 0300 UTC
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