I like how the Urantia book presents it. At the center of creation is Creator God. In paradise, where he resides with the personalities of renown. As souls in creation experience it, and in all its facets / fractals, souls or "personalities" move closer to paradise.

You live to become yourself. To truly become who you are, which is part "you are everything" and part "you are nothing".. you are your choices between those two polar ends of thought.

So you are born into realms, there may be more - infinite amounts - to learn and experience exsistence. Earth being one of the hardest planets in creation to attend.

So you become yourself. Past all the fear and love, that "you."

The goal is to return to paradise, whatever that is like )

Yeah so that blurb I sent about personalities.

Imagine you had to hold all those posts in your existence. Like at a glance I relate to the position of Throne - an Angel of Will. Based on my life story and what I've had to do, and will do in this life.

The personality theory could he modified to say we live as all the angels.. and potentially all the demons.

I asked this question of some of the very hard-core religious, spiritual people.. how would you handle it if after you died, you found out you were worse than Hitler in one of your life times? Or maybe you were a pedo elite the last time around. How would you feel about that?..

Its always a good conversation if they'll have it.

Some people feel they are only angels or beings of light. I suggest we've all worn both sides if the meaning of creation is to experience everything.

The first printed Qur'an came out in 1537 in Venice in the print shop of Pagano Paganini.

It was most likely intended as a sale item for Turkey, but the Pope ordered all copies to be burned. They were considered lost until one copy was found in an Italian monastery in 1987.

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Another video by a bright soul.

Credit: CW

It's tricky.

A woman births a child. Thus creating a new soul on earth. Does me knowing she's my mom or her knowing I'm her son.. she experienced the birth more than I did. Heck I don't remember much until a few years old. So my mom would be more aware of my creation than I would for some time. But now I'm more aware of my creation than my mom, as I've aged and no longer reside in her home.

Father/mother God makes us and knows us better until we know ourselves more? Does God still continue to know us as we learn about us?

Its like.. this is new for me so pardon the articulation.

We actually live time backwards. We are not going forward in time but rather backwards through memory.

Everything that is, was, and will be.

So we experience life inverted. Child birth to old age. But in reality we are old age, to child birth. We see it backwards, much like how our vision/eyeballs invert what we see then the brain corrects it.

So we go "back, towards, the future."

I use this as a musing for like.. Deja vu. Soul mates. Precognition. We know what happens next because it has already happened.

Those same things could be explained by a loop approach too. That we've lived these lives before and are here on repeat, the stereo broke and no ones outside to turn this off )

My belief, or decision, is to not know God in this life. I feel like it is cheating to ask the guy who made it to give me the answers to his creation )

I believe in a Creator God, but I also believe that this exsistence has a purpose. Likely beyond my reason, even though I will contemplate that reason often in these times.

I'm going with a.. "here's my best work" approach. This makes me a heretic to some approaches but that's alright. I would rather be wrong, than assume what an omni potent being wants of me )

I was made, or given this experience/existence. I will develop my personality and aim at doing my best.

What father could reasonably be upset with that? And if he did come to dislike that.. then I guess its hell for me)

I don't fear God.
What am I do if he annihilated my soul? It is what it is at that point.

In some theories you find that there is "local" God and then "creator" God.

Local God.. let's call him Yahweh, Saturn, etc.. he demands worship.. or off to hell with you.

I'm fine not meeting that beings demands.

Hence my belief in a distant Creator God in paradise. Who is likely putting local God on the ropes right now ) but again. Silly human musings.

One thing I like to point out is all the masonic teachings have been openly learned by anyone who's gone through their telegram research stage.

We know as much as they know )

What's that say about what's been allowed for us?