There are very few videos I have found worth watching in full. Usually they are sort of fringe content, one off creations trying to put out a message.

As we are seeing in the media now, I refer to the Russel Brand event, it's basically a shame ritual. The man has written and spoken openly about his transgressions in this world. The opportunity to take action on him has been open for years. Except now in the "staged" information war for our minds, he's being targeted for exposing the bad guys. We see YouTube demonetize him, and rumble stand by him. Look at the polarization there. It signals to the masses that Rumble is more trustworthy, which pushes a bunch of people into the waiting arms of various theories. This is similar to how it worked with Peterson, he was shamed which then brought attention to his work — now he is a talking head, but a permitted one just as Brand, to be the "good guys" as the narrative plays out. I will give credit where due, Peterson's early works up and including his 12 Rules for Life book - those works are amazing. Maps of Meaning and his lectures are good studies.

To return to my point though, I am more interested in content that likely did not make anyone any money. Not that creators don't deserve compensation - and yes researching all day takes time and you can't work a normal job while exploring the fringe of reality.

There are some great one off videos, and some producers who never talk about them and provide a perspective on things without having too much of their personality involved. The big channels on the fringe, I don't watch them because I feel they are produced and well - allowed. And there may be good reason, I have said it in the past that we may be going through this for the good of all. If we're all infinite beings, then yes the war, sickness, famine to come does suck but in the long term a mere blip on the totality of existence. If we're limited one biological life constructs — yeah what a fucking mess we're going into. I believe we are more than one shot beings, the quality of the human machine and how consciousness plays into that is far too great to just be 50-100 years of time. The potential of humans makes me believe we are more than this. I support this argument further by pointing out now that the parasite's in charge would not have to be so crafty and devious, they are really putting in a lot of effort to screw over humanity forever — so much effort.

Why are they trying so hard, when the good things humans do come so easily - for free basically. Look at when you love someone, make them laugh, help them with a task. That kindness and sharing of time - it's free.

And that expression of love being free, it seems to threaten the heck out of people who wish to control everything.

This is seemingly why the souls who cannot love, hate the souls that can. What we give for free, they demand something in return for.

How miserable their lives must be.

God designs us with unique Joules, and then stands back to see if we can activate them. Star Wars called them midi-chlorians.

https://x.com/CymaticJoule/status/1667638907695923206?s=20

This video I find very interesting.

So we have the concept of a 3d reality, where we know thing's dont make sense. We're offered if we survive this realm, a 5d reality where we can co-create... become like gods and shape reality.. This is where I can sense a trap by this matrix system we live within.

Give up the material realm.. and give up being a demi-god?.. oof.. how many souls are even prepared for this path.

Some reflection on the "Dispelling Misperceptions" video.

This is a new thought path for me so forgive the articulation errors.

We reside in a 3 matrix system; The two I will talk about is the physical realm and then the spiritual realm.

The 3rd matrix, the 3d material world, this is the first barrier or world to solve in the reality. It is where we have these avatars, and a sense of attachment to our names, bodies, etc. Getting free of this trap world is in much of the great wisdom - freeing oneself of attachments and material desire.

The 2nd matrix, is the spiritual trap, which is presented as a sort of bait in the awakening process. Many theories suggest we will get super powers, or manifest creation, "god mode" , etc once we move past the physical self. This "heaven" stage is however seen as another trap -- and a clever one - for the souls who are incarnated here / entombed here. As the rewards here are all very enticing to souls and they will be hard pressed to turn away. In this 2nd matrix we also have the righteous and saviour ego satisfactions where some feel they will "fix" the first world, and bring "heaven" to the 3rd matrix (effectively re-entered the 3d matrix after they "upgrade" the experience. The spiritual souls are told to "heal and work off trauma" but even this.. is the trauma really mine or is it just tied to the noscript my 3d avatar is running on? It is my avatar at the moment, but I do not own it and should not become too attached to it. I should look after it, but not make it my mission to fix. This structure of thought instead of healing trauma, dismisses it, dispels it, which indirectly heals the trauma for the trauma is simply gone - like leaving the trash on the curb ) This also then suggests shadow work is largely useless, as it further entraps the true soul (you, the observer) within the 2nd matrix that they will enter upon death or some event. You are not of here, and nothing here belongs to you - including your trauma. It is your avatars, and the notion that is part of you is incorrect under this viewpoint.

So if we are in a multi layered trap, one must not only turn away from the material, but also turn away from the offered powers that come in the spiritual realm. In various theories, Plasma Apocalypses, Empcoe, Solar Flash.. even the Alien invasion with Alien tech to help humans live forever — all have some enjoyable factors to them after being long oppressed but are these just further hooks to keep ones divine spark within this construct?

The 1st matrix, would be everything and all things. This final puzzle may involve in shedding everything you have accumulated while here. This could be lifetimes of experience and incarnations. It would mean giving up identity as a whole based on history, and solely surviving on personality alone. It would be to give up everything, and to just hold onto your consciousness. This would be akin to holding your breathe, while your brain and lungs scream at you for you to breathe. Threatening you that you will pass out or die if you do not drink again of the matrix.

So you die a physical death, then a spiritual one, then a total death.. this builds on the religious "death and rebirth" theme, but takes it further by assuming the matrix prison would have a defense mechanism to keep souls here - and heaven, or 5d, or super powers are all methods by which to capture exhausted souls and keep them recycled in this massive trap )

Just a musing for this morning.

From chat today. Re: dispelling misperceptions video.

Sort of like in her video she tells us there is only one life. So we don't actually ever die, and live across many timelines at once.

Our dreams are when our memory of all the different timeliness, those that have passed and those to come, overlap or bleed into this reality. As our consciousness is no longer keeping tabs on the body and its sense, it can reach out to itself basically?...

I had a discussion on the topic of we can't really die, as the reality will rewind and put us back to task.

This process of keeping true souls occupied no doubt is taking lots of resources. When reading some works, they suggest inner monologue humans are a new thing. People having instead listened to direction in the past, now using free will -- the theorized christ consciousness.

This free will insert, even into the noscripted reality, pushes the construct to its limits as it cannot keep up with the fluid nature of consciousness. Thus we overload the machine and break it from the inside. It's like our normal reality computers having a full, fragmented hard drive and being run until they have the "blue screen of death."

The system goes offline, and this is the moment to escape before it reboots and comes back online.

Very similar even to the scene when Neo meets the architect and he only has moments while all the power is off to enter that lobby.

I am the observer, piloting a meat suit with a soulful aid as I navigate the fractal reality and return myself to myself. I operate in this realm to bring the truth of light back into the reality.

You are not what you are told, you are not what they spelling tells you you are. You are also not the soul, as it is your sole method into this realm, a symbiot attached to your spirit self.

Thus we are the trinity, the father spirit, the mother soul, and the Child body.

-rubs jaw-

Need to think more on this..

Oh my.....your words regarding the trinity.... father, mother, child. This is what is revealed when combining the 'ancient' writings and their meanings in Aramiac and Hebrew!
The Father represents Spirit
Fire...which is the joining with Spirit at journeys end.

The Mother represents Soul
Water...which represents the walk... the perilous journey thru the world of matter.

The Child....represents man....the son.

The only way to enter The Father's Kingdom is thru Mother, by first entering the waters of chaos.

There are always little nuggets of truth hidden within the massive labyrinth of lies. I sense that is needed so that we don't immediately reject the overlay.... there has to be a certain amount of truth so we don't 'axe' ourselves the second we get here!

- JN

Let's do some soul math, just for a bot 🤖

Calculate this AI 🖕

Binary language has been the machine language for around a century, they operate off a factor of 2, everything is 1's & 0's

The new quantum machines are trinary, they operate off a factor of 3, - 2's, 1's and 0's

Our soul operates off a factor of 9 - 0's, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8

Our Spirit can always take us to Zero point and move through any factor or set of numbers...

Re: Men must be 6'1+ or more. Chad life. I laugh out loud as I write this intro to give context from the channel I made this post in. A reader suggested I give better context. I'll try to try at this )

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I feel like this is a psyop at this point.. Gym and Barbie World women are not desirable. Most women I feel would be happy with a guy who; 1) looks after himself, 2) Can cook decently 3) has a job / wagie role that doesnt just pump fiat into his pocket, strength, learning, or some thing that is added value to paying the bills 4) pays attention, not all the time - but can give her intensity on the regular. Intensity can be conversation, sex, working on the house, etc.. focus on something that benefits you both..

I could go on.

It is not easy to be with a "good" woman. Be a man about it, some ideas above, and help her out too. Woman have been attacked just as hard as men, and as creators of life they get a double mind fuck out of all of this. The alpha female is a horrible idea, the apex dating app ladies who cost much of a mans time and money to obtain. This is a bad investment.

This isn't a trad wife position, it's a "find someone who you both want to be intense with in aspects of your life." You do not love someone because it is always hot and spicy, or it is a sunk cost and safe.. you love them for whom they are. This is the position of Zero in some of my other thinks. Just love them always, and allways — acceptance, over anything. Build bridges of communication with this person, learn to communicate spoken, unspoken, and then from even afar. She's thinking of making cheese dip and crack pizza, just bring it about into the reality. He's thinking of steak with 3 whole heads of garlic cooked ontop of it. Just bring it into his reality.

We spend much time looking out of this reality with our consciousness and imaginations. Let's not forget that we still exist in the physical reality and look after those we love in that reality. As time gets tough, as much as we challenge the nature of reality — good deeds in the physical realm go a long way right now.
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Listen this is holding to unskillful views, I'll give you a skillful one, there's no fundamental duality because everything is false, like a dream, an illusion. Darkness is not an opposite of light, heat is not an opposite of cold, male and female, good and evil. Yet these things are all different and the same. Their nature is inconceivable because it's a manifestation of the nature of suchness of mind. Distinguishing marks are empty because they're not really a property distinct from conditioned phenomena, these all are called image likenesses, it is the likeness of wisdom but it's not, it's deceptive. Instead of thinking: "does this really exist or not"- understand conditioned phenomena, conditioned cause and effect, and then play and transform it. Although suffering is also illusory, you cannot arrogantly say "this is unreal, there's no discomfort arising, there's no hunger, thirst, pain, sickness, old age" so as to get rid of it. Rather one has to condition this phenomena arising our of grasping after illusions so it doesn't arise again. How is this done? Through right views, right attention, mindfulness, understanding. When you understand thay the root of all illusory formations is basic ignorance, rootlessness. When you understand codependent arising from mind's emptiness - "if this arises then that arises, if this ceases then that too ceases". Understand inflow and outflow from emptiness. For example, if you get bitten by a mosquito, if you get really disturbed and start paying emotional attention (eMotion) to it, giving it significance and perhaps you get worried about your body, you get irritated and angry, and you start cursing and intentionally desiring to kill to chase or the dedicated action itself,

then first of all you grasp at a self and an existing being - mosquito, this causes a ripple of a cause for the "future" so that again you'll meet mosquitoes some day,
then secondly you'll plant a seed of an effect ripple (echo) in your mind-matrix where in the future you'd experience again some type of a cause to trigger the effects of irritation and anger in you, the effects of mentally grasping at a self and other beings. And third another effect ripple of dedicated motion with intent to chase and kill, of cursing and insulting, be it against you or in between other beings (perhaps among your friends which would make you suffer). And this is how delusion and lack of mindfulness (careless habitual responses) trigger the whole cycle of karmas. Then furthermore, the last karmas are first to be reflected in the next transmigration (or better said reconstruction of the entire matrix after dissolution of this mind and body) so if you die in sorrow, confusion and great despair then you'd go to the hell realms. Yet perhaps let's remember that all phenomena is unreal and in the state of sameness, so the hell realms although very distressing will burn your bad karmas but your meritorious seeds won't be expended because of the situation that in hell can't be much pleasurable experiences, it'd be incompatible. It'd be a pity never to have generated at least the desire for enlightenment before dying, but it'd be very good to have merits planed as understanding the Way and teaching it to others, of taking refuge, vows, and the best is to attain great gnosis and perform dedicated practices to amass merits, there's even vows and rituals for merit transference so you can keep building it up. Like taking a vow to enter hell for the sake of suffering beings there (although such beings cannot be truly found anywhere).