I just think that whenever it happens a reason for self-criticism there it arises a division, a disturbance and confusion in consciousness. Ultimately is up-to faith and calm, not to be afraid of what might happen if we just live in spontaneous ways, by instinct, by intuition.
After all if we consider that death will come so or so and that ultimately we cannot estimate if our actions are for good or bad, except by intuition, our will being a non-existent entity but rather an accumulation of stimulus which is not to do with our individual nor persona. If there is constant stirring, confusion of thought, a constant wavering, self indictment, then our body-mind functions get muddy, non-efficient. Just as a standing wave, an interfering resonance. Yet the Buddha explains that all these conditioning forces which we can call "external" themselves are conditioned, that they're as robbers of awareness in a way, yet also that they in their totality constitute a family, and if there be "strife" within this totality of powers then this creates disturbances within the realm of phenomena, the 8th consciousness. We are quick to rationalise and to judge, whenever we feel uncomfortable in a position of suffering and helplessness, we consider it bad, a horrible situation, we seek an escape through our faculties, we discriminate, and this is where we go wrong, ultimately the elements are in a state of peace, of quiescence, it is our cognition which is stirred up and disturbed because of the underlying seeding of it.
An example from life, can be the learned sense of poverty, one who has been poor for a long time even if you give him/her a substantial sum, his underlying projection of self is this of helplessness and poverty, one continues in his old ways of behaviour. Conversely, the one who has lived for a long time in luxury, even if he has only 10 bucks left in the pocket goes to look to satisfy one's senses without considering a tomorrow. These are both states of extremety, of sickness, a seeding of self projection. Simple meditation helps us relax, change of perception, regarding everything as an equal experience, non-fluctuation of thought, no projection of a self which makes decisions. The transcending all notions of creators (good), middle (observers), destroyers (bad), one simply endures whatever comes, whatever one becomes, one doesn't struggle to become or not-become, neither one aims to any conjecture of what is and is not. This should enable one to be a natural part of the world without seeking to be it or not to be it, the true mind is not found, the sun shines when there are no clouds without being forced to do so.

By trying to control, one creates disturbance, wickedness, a buildup of resistance, and a leakage. Consider these many priests who kept constantly whipping their thoughts in a narrow line they broke down turned sadistic, masochistic, perverted and mentally unhealthy.
The same as the ones afraid from exercising self-control, they attended to a dogma of false freedom, whenever they felt as thinking, as contemplating, calculating, they shunned it, they caused another type of build up.

If a person would hold up to one's shit eventually one will shit himself, alternatively if one never holds up to one's shit and tends to shit himself one will end up rejected without food so he will be unable even to shit himself.
The middle stance is contemplating if one should hold up his shit or not at all, which would constitute a mental illness.

If we perceive all inclinations as equal, it is said "one taste", we enter the Dao, good and bad are turned non-effective, the gnostic view of Abraxas who is the effective itself presupposes duality's essence. In the subtlety of our cognition, one should not distinguish oneself within the dualistic projections, "where there are no corners there is no middle either". Natural or unnatural behaviour are functions within the Pleroma, we distinguish our innermost spirit of true self as the one who transcends these, an is beyond pure or impure because one has realised oneself as the ineffectiveness of duality, as an anti-Abraxas. When death comes the sine of the wave function flips the other way around...

Yet lets not enter deep conjecture, we should meditate

A reply to my musings

Imagine an adjustment the concept of death in the Matrix movie series.

Itd be a waste of energy to let humans die in real life due to an action within the matrix. Better to keep the mind alive and slice the reality.. start a second simulation to capture the "death" and recycle that human upwards and onwards..

Will think more on this...

// A thousand blades //

We are the behind the scenes of the spiritual movie you're tired of watching, all of us, and perhaps you're only realizing it now, and that's precisely why you had to wait so long, because you needed the right amount of time to awaken and heal while you're remembering.

LOOK at Yourself

LOOK at your Loop

LOOK at your Codes

Consider your personality...

As we continue to spend our time in this wild world, and prepare for what is suggested is coming ahead. I would raise wisdom in the above notions. There is plenty that can be said about the outward world, the setting let's call it. There is much excuse that can be generated from that.. I am this way because the world is that way. This excuse can be understood, but it should be shed as soon as one can. What loops can your break and take control of, what codes and wisdom have you received through your time researching, reading deeper, and adventuring.

If only we could collectively find a way to embrace the "I AM"

For you are you, and I am I.

I am I

Vii ii i 0 i ii iiV

LOOK at Yourself // your Personality

LOOK at your Loop

LOOK at your Codes



// ACT \\

Create good.. the best you can.

Untill we meet again

mendezmendez

// Expand from the Chat

Are you a majority shareholder in yourself?

Do you even own yourself?

I think a glaring example of this is sports games players and their uniforms/outfits.. sponsorships.. and logos...

To what extent are you owned by third parties? What ownership structure have you exactly come to agree upon for your time here in this reality?

Who collects the dividends of your productivity and time here? How much do you reinvest in yourself?

See folks. The system, beast or otherwise.. its a mirror to our nature. It has created language and systems that mimic.. perhaps mock.. what man is naturally.

The people with the beast system.. is the creation of debt. We don't really have debt in nature, by my consideration. But in our societies.. we have this notion of being owed...

In nature.. this doesn't exsist.

Nature just is what it is and it doesn't care. That being said.. Nature finds a balance where it can.

No one owns nature.. no matter how hard they try..

As within, as without.

And to return to point... own yourself.. don't go into debt with beliefs, notions, groups, followings, systems.. that dont have your best interests at hand.

As cheesy as it sounds.. believe in yourself.. be in ownership of yourself..

And with that.. you really can do anything.

The outside world exsists.. but while we figure out what that all really means.. Just buy back some of yourself from what you've sold off or given lease on.

The cost is energy, time, healing and new routines.

You're worth investing in yourself.

As I've said before.. youre an infinity engine of consciousness and personality.

Worth every penny/percentage of value.. through and through.

//Codez// wherever you've gone, be safe.

Consideration must be given to your chessboard.

Don't forget to move.

Boxes and Attempts to Define, Control Reality

In my travels I hear many, to be plain - excuses. Excuses by folks for how they are. These things used to come out on the defense.. and they still do. I am seeing them more and more used as an offensive mechanism.

Decorum.

Proper behavior - a notion itself under attack.

To grip that notion amd bring it to point. Are you acting within your personality? Are you in in control of yourself?

And not in the manner presented in tell-a-vision or mov-ings.

Can you step back from your ego, programmings.. can you wrestle control of yourself from a world attempting to direct you?

You know yourself, in a way. Figure that out more.

You may be a whole lot of things, but you're also a personality.. you're human.

We can make excuses for how we are.. or we can acknowledge how we are..

And then seek to find our footing.

but people also must operate in the current environment they are in...Not all the levers are in their control. They can try to work within them to their advantage but when options get squeezed by people who want to see ruin because they think everyone is a toy and fear consolidated unity with a purpose and a mission. Then the only way is to act. And sometimes, NATURE being the mother of all things leads us down that path.

Violence is a cruel lesson...but its one that no one learns from it so we are all doomed to repeat it.

For example just look at how how many times a chinese emperor was disposed off violently. Why..cause he forgot who made his coin and washed his asshole. They have always feared that.

Hence the main problem are many one of is the LACK OF MEASURE.

The other is obfuscation of biology and nature..

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