Find the edge, feel out the box.

Then push.

Winter preparations complete.

Chickens are secure, and ready for a crispy Canadian winter.

I will return to writing soon enough. I've been looking at layers within the great sideways. It may be time to talk to a few things.

I will close with my common saying.

Find your footing.

And to add to that, you can only walk on water for so long.

Do you ever feel like you're walking outside of the reality we live in.. pulled back in when engaged.. having to ask again what someone may have said to you.. a huh.. a hmm.. a what?..

I find myself there at times. My mind elsewhere. Often pondering or imagining. Running scenarios. Coming up with ideas and questions.

It may be while the reality we live is spooling up to try and capture every aspect of human thought. It's doing it's best by my measure, but it ain't enough.

The reality will continue to spin. As always, find footing.

But let me also say, don't forget to enjoy life. There is a weight in consideration, dont get stuck in that gravity well. Don't submit to misery.. don't court submission too much.. its cozy but not the best long term plan.

Start to pick apart routines.. and avoid the weakness thrist traps. The reality offers many excuses. Trauma, experience, social norm.. boxes. Submission.

"I am this way because of this..."

You and I, are going to be the ways we are because of a lot of things. Countless things. It is true experience can imprint upon us, they should. The set and forget casualization of the human experience.. the lowering of the standard of conduct..

So yes.. look at yourself.. look at your you, and I.

Known knowns
Known unknowns
Unknown knowns
Unknown unknowns

Into

Your positive self
Your negative self
Your balanced self

The balanced self I will write more on soon.

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What He would die to protect,
She would die to make.

The Sociopathy of the Idea of Self

There are many ways we can become pulled in our lives. For a long time, it would seem there was a pull into various roles. You can look at most sitcoms and hold up common characters to people who worked around us. Until you got to know someone, I have felt, they would act in a way.

I think there is a loosening around this, twofold as always. There is a sort of controlled descent, where people are fed up and they can't be bothered anymore... there are those who do their best, smile, and carry on... then those who speak against the lowering of standards. There are captures of this position in place. If you are outraged, you are part of some group.... and there are all sorts of groups. Something for folks to be placed into, rather than heard for their voice.

I have hope we all figure it out collectively, as peacefully as that can be. There is not a good path ahead if we continue to not speak with eachother honestly. Scarcity is really hurting connection these days.. if only we could all come together to create more... together.. it'd be a good day

Don't divide your character, collect yourself. Another find your footing notion.

Step from a chaotic zero, into the best controlled one you can be. One is a lonely number, they say. But once you know yourself.. your onenes.. your personality.. you can join others in the zero.. the unknown..

I'll need to clean up this thinking.

Eventually...

You find your footing.
You are yourself.
You are conscious.
You are aware.

We can call it rebirth.. the second chance.. life (here) after defeat..

Lots of explaining going on. In these times and these spaces.

My words are clear.

Find yourself.
Hold yourself.
Aim yourself.

If you cant set the world around you, set yourself in order...

Movement is in progress.

Push past the next screen.

On multi dimensional realities, timelines, consciousness.

So.. if we start at a 0 point, clean table. If at each nano second.. for reference there are a billion nano seconds in a single second.. could spawn a new reality, and all newly spawned realities retained this trait.

The fancy AI machine says 30 nano seconds.. so 30 of 1 billion of this unit of measure.

I have no doubt it takes a lot of energy for our reality to run, and within that measure of energy is also our consciousness.. but to run the multi dimensional theory.. in nano seconds.. then add more than one consciousness.. then nature.. grass growing.. plants.. etc..

The notion that we have a super multi dimensional reality down to the smallest unit of measure I can think of...?

Can't just slap God on that and call the thinking done.

On timelines.. we sort of get a picture of this in pop culture. So there is another this place where I decided differently on some event and I spawned a new reality that co exsists along side my present reality.. this also doesn't work. The introduction of more than 1 consciousness destroys the math. It becomes unable to measure. It becomes faith.

To then.. what of the consciousness?.. am I the same me spread throughout those countless realities? Am I simultaneously experiencing all of them at once? I think that would be overwhelming as a consciousness. Getting a billion realities tossed at you in a time frame that can't be humanly measured.

So I consider we may be having a closed experience. There may be a greater external self, but I think for sake of the human experiment we are in a single experience system. Reincarnation may be possible.. but the probability of alternative timelines is out for me.

And while "timelines" is a very popular term.. I think of them more as "plot lines."

One consideration I'll make on this is maybe our meat suits are indeed populated avatars that are inhabited by oversouls.

So the base system is the same.. call it the great age of 26,000 years. This age/experience is a blend of pre-popilation and free will. Sort of a final destiny vibe but with choose your own adventure moments.

Sort of like role playing video games. In most games we are playing -someone-

Could it be we are playing characters.. acting.. through a channeling of our consciousness.. maybe that was the human experiment.

And to speak back to some of my writing.. maybe this place was made too perfect. Too addictive. That there are those who seek to destroy it for other means.. for souls to finally turn away from this material realm?

As I have maintained, I do believe we are meant to live our life's and do the best good we can. Some considerations can be heavy. I do not seek to trivialize or insult the human experience.

Can't wait for the grass to come back.

Random;

I will jump off this and also talk to markets.

So you got a stack. Who runs the market? Are we free of current management under a physical metal surg?

I see the swing here as an opportunity to level up. Use the gains to diversity, gain skills, build sustainable practices and assets.

As if I can trade silver for an automobile. Still pay for licence, insurance, etc.. I am still externally dependant on a system that is susceptible to corruption due to distance from those it is involved with. Harder to lie to people infront of you if there's no outside influence.

I think the metals are safe but by no means a forever plan.

Optimize yourself..be ready to meet change. Be adaptive.

These ideas are so projected as extreme in narratives. Sometimes just being able to regulate sleep and diet to make your own breakfast for $5 instead of $10 for slop.

Thats an once of silver every so often. Ontop of what you save on having better behaviors.

Money is a means. Over a store in value.