Yeah I think the most terrifying thing to me is the thought that I’m probably never gonna be able to kms and I’ll have to go on living for years till the universe finally decides that I’ve suffered enough.

This whole thing actually disgusts me idk.

Make bpd even worse but take ocd away. I honestly can’t deal anymore.

Like the thought that I’m never gonna live ocd free, and the fact that I can feel lt getting worse.

Oh well.

They will blame us, crucify and shame us
We can’t help it if we are a problem

Are you kidding? Of course I haven’t had lunch. What kinda stupid question is that?

He says “Bill I believe this is killing me.” As the smile ran away from his face. “Well, I’m sure that I could be a movie star, if I could get out of this place.”

“Forgive me for caring.”

Ragnar has been having an existential crisis for two seasons now, I’m so tired of his shit.

And now he’s crawling back to Lagertha. Yeah you fucking slut, that’s where it all went wrong for you, losing that goddess.

I’m honestly so tired of being mentally ill.

And these headaches are getting kinda scary ngl.

You’ll be surprised to know that I haven’t had opened ao3 today AT ALL. Willpower.

Though I am going to now.