#buddie #nineoneone

I will get over this ocd shit one way or another, WATCH ME. I’ll probably kms.

Migraine so fucking bad maybe it takes care of it for me actually.

It hurts all over and I just wanna go home. I just wanna have a home to go to.

You know I genuinely didn’t think I would hang on this long, disappointing.

#buddie #nineoneone

My legs gave out so long ago, how am I still standing? Am I?

Suicide is postponed, even if I die resurrect me because I so wanna watch this shit.

Can't stop thinking about buck being all by himself when he found out about bobby, not being able to lean on the people he loves. And now he feels like he should process his grief alone too because he feels everyone has moved on and everything has changed and he feels left out.

people laughing at buck for talking to the baby, like you dont understand, u literally dont get it, the only person he's talking to about his grief is someone who can't say anything back to him

You know it all fucks me up so bad because whenever he wants to express his feelings they said “Oh Buck is pulling a Buck again.” “Oh Buck is making it about himself again.”
And that came from the one person who’s supposed to be there for him no matter what, least he could do was to listen to him. Buck’s all alone, he was always right to feel that way because no one really ever sees him, no one even ever tries to.

Bobby come back, this ain’t funny anymore, your son needs you, he’ll break without.