Tried eating twice today and couldn’t, the universe is trying to tell me something.

I believe an intense episode of ED would seriously help this situation.

I would kill for days on end in bed, crying, starving, and having suicidal thoughts.

rememeber‌. when nothing is wrong you can make it wrong. the power is yours to make the situation as terrible as possible. don't give in to the situation. change the outcome. from neutral to worst. be the worst case scenario you want to see in the world. i believe in you.

Feels like I’ve been being fucked in the most painful ways in the past two months and there ain’t ever gonna be no aftercare.

#buddie #nineoneone

Honestly it’s fine, like literally nothing matters at this point.

Them meds weren’t nearly strong enough for this situation. So I stopped, again.

Come back to me.