I was born broken I guess.

It’s not that I’m scared to let people in, I let them in and then I regret it because they don’t deservey messy existence in their life.

Maybe in another universe I don’t lose all my life to mental illness.

I don’t even know what I’m desperately searching for anymore.

به داداشمم کام‌اوت کردم.

I’m not good luck Dean.

Unforgivable, that’s what I am.

- You were a wonderful experience.
+ I wish I’d never met you.

It hurts but it doesn’t mean it wasn’t worth it.

Back to lonely nights without you.

And tell those who feel responsible after one’s suicide “it’ll pass.” Because they told that to them when they were struggling.