the real me is a different guy a person who is serious but emotional he always care about others because he know how painful it can be to get hurt he's over-thinking and losing himself he's giving up and crying he feels empty and alone sometimes he need to get understand he don't like to smile for no reason sometimes he want to scream and being hugged sometimes he need someone and support he want to stay in his room sometimes he want to run away and live in his own world! but yeah the real me is so different from what you see