so that was a boring valentines day lmfao.

god im bored these days

people who don’t like music r so real kinda

sometimes its a girl and her problematic fav poet against the world

I have forgotten how to talk with people, how to interact, how to be a person, how to be liked.

I have the past memorized like a criminal who’s been running from a crime for decades. I know what I did afterwards, I know my alibis, I can re-do my entire routine without your help. I can be 14 again, have that same conversation, think the same thoughts, feel the same shame. I have the past memorized but I want nothing more than just giving it up.

one of my most prevalent nightmares is the past, but changed in a way I can’t remember. I’m being interrogated about what happened and I have no answers. I have forgotten this part. I let myself go and now I must be punished. now I will be humiliated for not knowing. now I will have to live it all again.

hurting those I love doesn’t frighten me as much as hurting those who love me does.

I follow this french guy for his baking videos and once a week I get jumpscared by his thirst photoshoots… unserious man

my first mistake was following a french man tbh

reading on turkish history… these people have not won the idgaf war even once.

growing older and realizing being anyone’s first anything is deeply uncomfortable and always rather tiring

where are the MEN rocking MUSTACHES like 70s porn stars?

oral sex is to japanese breakfast what the alienation of self in a bureaucracy was to kafka

meaning they mention it any time possible. the amount of “giving head”s in her discography is honestly impressing

monarchy stans might be the most insufferable and idiotic people I know. I can’t in good conscience even take them seriously

horny bands just get it fr

just had a conversation w someone like this… okay now where r the men rocking pornstaches that want ME