i understand alcoholics on a very primal level

i really need to relearn studying

honestly i never learned it in the first place lmao. ive always been horrible at it

sally hawkins leaving paddington… this is the worst day of my life

i genuinely feel like im in my middle age era even though im in my 20s,,, maybe im about to die at 40?

I am way too neurotic.

hes just like me fr

im a feminist and thats why i can say confidently that some of yall do too much when a guy says hes not into some girl

i mean this in personal stuff btw not random guys being like “i dont like you!!!” to random influencers/women etc. like i mean ppl just having a visual preference

IM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND

I can’t stand human beings to a level that is frightening even to myself.

so easily irritated with the simplest thing, an off tone, a facial expression, a word I don’t like. I’m literally grinch

just sent anon hate to someone on tumblr that I already had blocked

when the time is right, and only then will i kill myself

when you get so depressed you start scaring yourself

happy friday im beating the suicidal allegations

sometimes i remember something that was crushing my very being a couple days ago and im like *michael bluth voice* her…?

also we need to normalize not having any friends but the dogs and cats and butterflies and trees and the calm yet threatening sound of nature disturbed.

there is something inherently poetic in suffering that has nothing to do w getting ghosted or ignored. suffering that isn’t the absence of anything but the excess of sarrow. or i think so.

need to have 35 pair of shoes