things I would like to do eventually, by the end of ‘21 :
1- Read Capital
but reading capital isn’t just reading an old text, I want to understand and analyze it. I don’t want no random guy to dictate to me. So reading Capital means I have to understand economy.
2- Get my Driver’s License
literally just because I would have to drive someone to a hospital or sumn. Always be safe kids.
3- Read more magazines
4- Save Money
5- Re-Learn how to ride a bike
6- Learn bird watching
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now these r simply wishes, no pressure :
Oil Painting
continue Pottery
open a shop
aaaand learn swimming because you might,,,drown sweetie.

taylor releasing 1989 next,,, i know that’s right!

I am going insane, slowly but surely.

when does grief turn to anger, and when will i stop carrying it?

this picture sparks joy to me

i have not seen ‘nomadland’ yet, i do think the premise is admirable though. but this picture gives me such a raw look into an artist that makes me re-think cinema’s current state. she is a woman, she is a Chinese woman but she’s an artist. she’s a director and none of these contradict each other. her body and face hasn’t become a place for advertisement just as his films (from what i’ve seen) aren’t. i am pretty vocal person about activism in art but sometimes, women just existing has a more powerful message to give than a sparkly advertisement for empowerment.
all of that aside, i hope to see more amazing female filmmakers in the coming years. make agnès proud ladies!!

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I love myself I hate myself I wanna die right now I need to live forever I have many plans I have no idea what I’m doing I’m 80 years old I’m 8 years old I’m 18 years old I’m tired I’m just getting started I hate everyone I am full of love I wanna scream I am laughing I can not-

ur studying to get a degree i’m studying to meet a lesbian in college and finally get a gf, we r not the same

i have no one to talk to so i talk online, then i feel horrible about oversharing or just having an online presence.

i’m trying not to let fame get to my head but hiiii new subs aka besties, i am literally not doing okay ever <3

Bro this is proof that time and enegrrical states are not linear. You be feeling that.

or maybe just that I’m mentally unstable.

I need a hug. 🫂

my autobiography would b named some shit like “fruitless : this bitch was literally useless”

kids did u know that I’ve been big and small and big and small and big and small again but still nobody wants me?