jobinja makes me want to puke

how do you people teach english and feel fulfillment no offense but everytime they suggest i teach a language i start screaming and kicking and crying

looking ran through listening to von dutch in front of 3 basiji women on the subway

i should be allowed to kill myself atleast 4 times a day

wish mental health was a serious thing ppl gaf about and psych wards and other facilities were invented for helping individuals not imprisoning and harming them. i would kill to not be in my own house rn

i wanna fall in love but in a lowkey way

Darling we both know that the nights were mainly made for sayin’ things that you can’t say tomorrow day

i am always trying to communicate something impossible to communicate to people i don’t really care about but the the coldness of solitude is so bone chilling it terrifies me and then i ignore and forget the people i do care about because i don’t want rejection and i don’t want to depend on anyone for anything. disappointment is second nature at this point so let it be in myself and not others. fag in the picture unrelated

i am fine with my love and trust in people when it’s broken and misused but i struggle to act on any love that might be reciprocated

jk rowling being pro trump 😭😭😭 DAWG look at my radical feminists

clairo type of saturday

goodnight

its snowing so it’s the perfect time to just sleep and sleep and sleep

2 year plan:

if economy gets better, move to europe and become a silversmith
if economy gets worse, kill self
if scared to kill self, start a podcast about rock music history

reading up on how iraj mirza went back in the closet because he wanted to be a true patriot

is everyone dumb as rocks

vienna waits for you but for me its actually taksim square, istanbul

i wish i could sleep off being mentally ill