ive always loved studying ppl 10+ years older than me who are into the same things as me, makes me feel less suicidal

Am I ever gonna make peace with how my personality comes out to people or will my life just be a long battle to show a “true” and “real” side of me that doesn’t fully exist?

“every chance you don’t take is a win you could have had” WRONG every chance i dont take is my dignity being saved from the immense humiliation of failure

the problem with film criticism is that at some point just bringing up the story to point out its flaws or good parts won’t be enough. the story needs a visual counterpart, the visual counterpart needs to be well thought through or you’re really just better off directing a play. cinema isn’t the place you end up at when you fail at literature, people need to realize this

post graduate plans include just doing fuck all

donald trump dying on a random saturday lmfao

headache so terrible i want to drill a hole inside my skull

having a profound moment of realization on the line 4 of subway rn

when you’re mean to me this is who you’re being mean to

clairo’s pier 4 shahrivar

children are really scary because whatever bad trait you see is a direct result of your own failures

and it’s also scary how you can paint a full picture of a child’s parents based on how the kid acts

ofcourse guillermo del toro’s frankenstein is a good movie, he loves that story

my blue bucket of gold, lord touch me with lighting

listening to rubber soul (1965) makes me so nostalgic what is this damn thing laced with

sometimes I have a conversation on gender and identity with someone who has no claim of understanding it and is straight up a bigot and they somehow get what im saying better than queer ppl

that’s me in the corner, that’s me in the spotlight losing my religion, trying to keep up with you. and I don’t know if I can do it.

I think I thought I saw you try.

reading mahmoud darwish at 3 am because I can’t stop hearing non-existent missiles