need a way out of this flesh prison

worst timeline ever but atleast the jokes are funny… losing my mind tbh

thinking and rethinking and thinking some more and I still have nothing new to add to our endless discourses about where we stand and where we’ll go from here

I wish I believed in a higher power in times like these. I guess the neverending nature of social change and materialist reading of time and history will do.

truly incomprehensible the evil that men do because “they were told”. attacking a hospital full of sick and injured citizens is the lowest of low you fucking evil cunts

can everyone stop talking about our lives like its an episode of Game of Thrones

ایران در یک هفته اخیر
@spam_kind_philosophy

who else dying and dying and dying and dying everyday

everybodys selling you some shit, they don’t want history or analysis or realistic talk about what our futures will entail, they don’t want to think about what it means that young people are fantasizing about torturing people, that there is a very real chance that we will get bombed, that these changes in political power has to be in tune with what we wanted or fought for, no what they want is magic and glitter and stupid fucking spiritualism that means nothing. everybody wants to hide their head in the sand and you’re the crazy one if you say LETS THINK ABOUT THIS

blind faith has gotten you people nowhere, why don’t we try critical thinking and planning and strategizing for once in our damn lives.

این آخرین نبرده، مک‌کارتنی برمی‌گرده

anyone knows where I can get opiums or some other sort of mind numbing drug

they’re on social media publicly saying they rather have a secular dictatorship than a religious one

I swear to fucking god if anyone brings up numerology for 18th and 19th like they did last time im gonna do something drastic

I don’t seek out anything, there is nothing that excites me or opens me up, there is no common dream, there is no promise of future, I blame everyone and everything.

FUCKKKKKK THE NOISE, WOMAN LIFE FREEDOM FOREVER

I do wonder why I should be able to get online again when thousands and thousands of people are gone and can’t say anything anymore.

I am trying to give myself and everyone the space needed to understand and articulate the magnitude of this experience. I also see a lot of people (myself included) expressing shame and feeling guilt over being alive, and even though on an ideological and logical level I agree with the people saying to fight back against this shame and to not let the enemy win, I also have to say that not only is it hard to do but also how natural it is to feel like this. This is some great collective survivor’s guilt that we’re dealing with. We feel guilt not because we are responsible for the murders, but because we can’t fully fathom why it happened and to this scale, we can not put meaning to any of this, there was no greater reason except sheer luck or the bravery of the people who died, we didn’t survive for any meaningful reason and that’s where the guilt hurts more for me. We feel like we don’t deserve life and no amount of “You do! Those murderers don’t!” can fix this. It is a period of bad feelings, terrible feelings and mourning, nothing can translate this hell into pure rage, that’s impossible. Let each other grieve, make space for these conversations, don’t let the silent abyss of death swallow the living too because we’re all hanging on by a thread right now.

living the worst worst worst days of my life and I’ve never felt more useless, alone and completely forsaken. I doubt I even exist anymore.

Leftists in all countries and all regions have “failed” iran and I don’t think asking young Iranians inside the country to take responsibility for the western leftists’ actions is of any use, there is a lot to say re: why the progressive left was supporting 401 and is now calling us all liars but I leave that for a better time when we’re not dealing with a killing machine. What is extremely bizarre is the current wave on social media that after 16 days of digital silence, the entire focus of twitter farsi and instagram and all of iran internationals’ staff is to drag an imaginary left wing party that is somehow responsible for this massacre. the same people that say asking for clarity from reza pahlavi is “playing in akhond’s field” have been spending the last 3 days turning every single conversation into left vs right, patriot vs traitor and other nonsensical regime tactics.