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Emotions, when deeply felt, had an argumentative quality: they made declarations about the world. I feel angry, and so this person must have wronged me; I feel in love, and so this person must be right for me. But emotions do not tell us the truth — they tell us rather who we are, and it is in the difference between the two that the real drama of living resides.

— from ‘Chasing the Sundog’ by Michelle Jia

everyday i ask this

remember when i pulled up and said get in the car?? and then cancel my plans just in case u called??? back when i was living for the hope of it all???

im gonna kiss someone before 1401 ends or i’m starting the year w attempted suicide

i think i have diabetes

vampire weekend kinda Pedar to many of these bitches

dipping my toes in the mother lake of anarchism

hadnt had lunch and im already late for a meeting… when did i become y/n living in nyc type of protagonist

the days keep coming and they ain’t stopping i’m afraid

researching different suicide methods in japan for a light before bed read

sleeping is a great option i wish i just did it when i start thinking about it

actually obsessed w oomf mentioning communism as one of the reasons this fictional character had depression

of course osamu dazai’s bisexual look at the way hes sitting

I’ve never been a natural
all I do is try try try

anger and grief are like beautiful sisters

i hate you fast fashion i hate you commercial music i hate you books only written for consumption i hate you ai i hate you capitalism i hate you commodification of human feelings

been crying non stop for the past two days its really not girlboss i’ll say that much