also have some garlic pic from the internet

went to hospital today. i expected it to be either "we're not sure what is wrong with you, sorry" or "we're not sure what is wrong with you, are you sure you arent lying to us?" as everytime. but i got someone actually competent. she esentially went for over an hour on how im very screwed and i have lost a ton of hearing, my brain esentially cant process stereo anymore even if i recovered my right ear miraculously, and im gonna lose the small hearing capability i have left, and soon, if i dont get things right. wich was more a confirmation than anything else, since i have been aware that i've been losing so much hearing, specially the last 2-3 years. she didnt dare to give a time window on how it may progress, but im pretty sure that if i dont get a fix for everything wrong in my internal hearing stuffs™, i wont be able to hold a conversation ever again by the end of this decade. she kinda gave me homeworks, mainly "(tl;dr)expose yourself to increasingly loud sounds everyday", and since it is the closest thing to a suggestion i have got in a long long time, im gonna try to do so. but i dont want to expose myself to loud sounds, they hurt xd

so im gonna have a new permanent headache for some weeks starting today i guess. yay. i dont understand how my ears and brain can be so good at "ah, yes, the sound of a fridge, i hear it loud and clear even from three rooms away" but at the same time "what did you just said?" x100 a day (or x20 or x300, depending on how many hoomanz i talk to each day). but it is annoying and i am so tired of being called a liar because "you cant say you dont hear me and hear silent things that noone else hears"