i found out today that not everyone is familiar with that.

i was basically denied access to a fibromyalgia specialist due to that yesterday, so yay for me, but whatever

i just gotta survive another winter i guess

i was also basically denied any sort of mental health attention because apparently, a bunch of years ago, i missed an appointment and that incurs a "penalization" and that means that, from the moment i request any sort of mental health related appointment, i will have to wait for over a year before they give me one and i can not fucking believe how fucking shit this crap is. tempting to go to some hospital and force them to give me attention one way or another and refuse to leave until they say "ugh, okay, you win"


i would add more to it, because there is so fucking much to unpack and to explain how fucking shit this whole thing is, but im not gonna

so anyway, if i dont get any sort of medical attention in the next bunch of months, i may need to start getting stuff from sources other than a regular pharmacy, because life is complicated sometimes

I want this passed around on the internet until I can't even tell it has panels.

ah beans it has a watermark that shows i cheated

well anyway, here is the non-cheated one:

anyway, reminder for whoever it may interest, that the cryptocrap took a hit and tl;dr graphic cards are affordable (for) now. ""affordable"", really, but you get the thing.

at least from what i understood, i am not a "pc gamer" and i dont give a fucj about overpriced "gaming" things, so i might be wrong on something, but whatever

someone i know is upgrading their gpu and i might be able to get the old one, so thats cool.

currently i am rocking a 660 for the sole reason of "i need somewhere to plug the monitor", and i am honestly more interested in the possibility of having multiple gpus than in the possibility of having a better gpu