and no this is not a joke and is not an exaggeration, i did in fact do exactly that

i gotta include neofetch in it next time, and i guess that customize it or something. and also of course fix all the crap (or at least some) that dont work properly this first attempt

highlight of the day is this telegram channel, who has been posting "zen" and mindfulness and stuff for months and that i was in only for the occasional pics of places with trees and nature or stuff, and today deleted the whole channel and uploaded this single post:

examples that arent trees of what that channel used to post, because i can:

also i just have realized that the new (its been there for months but bear with me) pfp of https://news.1rj.ru/str/memearchy has piercings and shit. nice.

im gonna steal this things for my own greenplaces channel, i will post them there at some point

also no i havent connected the laptop to the wifi yet

and now in a bunch of minutes i will have to go to a computers class where the teacher insists to death that "you have to be careful with the index[(??) this is not a translation error on my side, he doesnt know how to tell apart index from indexation] of text files, python for example wont compile if you do it bad"

i have actually had to fix my teacher's computer a lot of times so far in the... month? of classes i've had. and im not gonna say that building a custom linux iso is that complicated, but i really feel like im wasting my time there, and had i not have to get any sort of diploma or anything that is like "this paper, expeded by [school], certifies that [person] can work in [thing]" i really would not be there. too many ppl, too little... doing things, i guess. and for sure way too loud.

i have to think more in depth of what my newborn baby linux iso thing needs, because it sure is broken on many places but that is only temporary ehehe

today i had to teach my IT teacher in an IT course, at something between secondary and tertiary education, how to "turn a word into a pdf". its beyond parody.

the fucking public education system is so utterly broken and so absolutely trash. the private education system is trash too but there you can pay for better grades. im poor but some of my family is rich, and those go to private schools because they tried to go trough the public education system and failed everything, and everyone there is like that, just rich parents paying for good grades in a school with a good name

all the kids, all the teenagers, they all are so terribly fucked, it is so fucking terrible, i feel very bad for all of them. society has failed the entirety of the youth. not many. not most. all of them. and its terrifying to think about what/how society will be in a few decades, when those who are young now become "the adults" (that of course if society doesnt crumble and die before)

i, personally, "me", feel bad about how im wasting my time, about how my idea of "a good teacher" is "i finally found one who isnt an asshole" and i have renounced to finding some teacher who actually teaches. i feel bad about the amount of cretins and assholes that are quite literally worse than nothing. i hate that im unable to learn things and that i waste so much time and have to deal with ppl like that. but that is "i, personally, me". if instead of "me", we talk about "us", any social group that i could fit in, be it "persons" or "young ppl" or "students" or "ppl who are trying to learn" or anything like that, i do feel something... worse. way worse. it is so much fucking worse. this society has failed the entirety of today's youth. and thus, it has failed the entirety of tomorrow's youth as well because yeah, lets say in 15 years nowadays teenagers are adults and working and whatnot, and you need some sort of service from one. their formation was lacking and you will get a shit service or something i dont know im bad at talking but i just know that everything is so bad and it is so scary and depressing and infuriating