i have some others but eh, lets stop for now

also a ton, big amount, of private ones

some interesting, some very meh

but i guess thats it for today, i have revealed some of my stuff, not all. thats how things work when im too lazy to look what has personal stuff inside

also, a warning: on some channels this one the most, i forward stuff from not good places. some channels, like the infamous chiaroscuro post very good stuff but have posted very gory and nsfw things in the past. not recently, iirc, but be warned. and some others turned out to be nazi channels and i noticed too late, etc, if you go trough "forwarded from"s you go at your own risk

also on this specific channel, i have posted things that could be not good for mentally disturbed ppl, if you are doing *bad* and are easy to have nightmares or even worse allucinations or stuff, be careful

also while im at it, i guess i could do the official presentation for this one:

https://news.1rj.ru/str/control_v

this thing started mainly as two things: as an "i have too many weird stuff with noone to share it to", so i started to post it here as a private channel to get that stuff out of my meme archives (also anarchist stuff i guess, i didnt really have anyone to send that things to)

and a place for me. if i am having a not good day, or week, or whatever, and i want to distract myself, i can go to this channel, knowing that i dont post things that trigger myself, so even if im doing really bad, i can look at this channel to distract myself without worring that i will end up worsening it. i have many places to go if i want to find memes, or anarchis stuff, or nature things, but most of them have things that somehow make me think of stuff. for example, lets take a nature channel. i may be depressed at some point because of bad legs hurting, and seeing some stairs trigger me. the most ridiculous stuff, but it happens. that is also the reason that i usually dont forward money request/emergencies to this channel, money in general gives me anxiety. i am egoistic on that one i guess, i often feel bad for it but i have to drawn the line at some point

as of now, im not sure what this channel is exactly anymore, but eh, here i am, shitposting as it there wasnt a tomorrow. when i feel like it mostly. so, if you have read before that "this is not a meme channel", it is because of that: it may have memes. it may have only memes at some points. but it is not a meme channel, it is something more

also, not my channel but big shotout to channel zir0 while im at it, all hail the skeleton lord, may we all be prepared for the skeleton war

this is somehow relevant now

i actually have a mirror like this in my house

and yes that note says what it says and it has been there for maybe a decade now, idk how long but very long