i have two one characters more to unlock and a few challenges yet to be done, but thats about it. the only things i can think of, is pirating getting the next big update but i already tried and my pc refuses to do that. and start a new file, but that doesnt really give me too much time of playing, i already learned how to play and i would finish it just faster this time

edit: i completed another character, and unlocked a new one. i still have three unlocked and incomplete characters on the selection menu, the balance is mantained

While I am not trans, I love how strong this is, and I ADORE "I am beloved to myself."

i guess this was about trans day of visibility or something like that but i CAN NOT see "[i] dress like an absolute problem" and not put it here

Kitties!

if you dont want to read about the life of the channel owner, this is your warning, because im gonna do a bit of it now


so, uh, about meat:

so anyway, some years ago i was offered to go to a certain summer camp to cook, basically. full of cool ppl. i had "oh no there is too many ppl here" thing but thats not the important part now. so, i met some vegans and someone jokingly said "you should become vegan too, so the next year you come here eating only not animal products" and i went "lol why not" since i disliked meat in general and liked vegetables more than anything. at no point i watched any meat industry documentary nor i have really read about it in general, i went with it because i had nothing better to do really

and it certainly does change your point of view, not eating animals and stuff, you see the food (or """food""") in a diferent way

thing is, its been years since then, and i still havent really read or watched anything close to a documentary to it. but i see trash containers of supermarkets filled with ridiculous amounts of food, sometimes completely filled with animal products, and i see the infamous "there is no ethical consumition under capitalism" pic (not that there is only one, but that one specifically hits me hard on this subject) and stuff like that and like, i see it very useless on a political basis. like, i dont see that it can matter at all when the world is wasting more meat that i could ever eat, daily. and also, on the supermarkets, the vegan products (as in "meat substitutive", not as in just randm fruit for example) i could afford are manufactured directly by the same corporations that sell meat as their only product (not even related animal products. just meat.), and while i can live perfectly without that, as i have been doing for years, it is kinda hopelessness inducing. at the end of the day, i cant see any other way to eat etically than having a garden, and im very far from being able to do that right now

so, without the "rebel against the meat industry", there are only two reasons for me to not eat animal products:

the "why not keep eating the same i have been for years now, it costs me nothing and it is easier to do that than to change my daily habits even" thing.

and the "well, animals are living things and all of that. feelings." thing


on the other side, i have the counter arguments of:

"i have to cook before eating *always*, and it is time consuming and sometimes i just dont have the energy to do that physically and/or mentally and just want to eat without preparing food" (coz vegan premade food is more expensive, and im poor and etc)

and the whole "eating outside house" thing i guess

also im not super well lately and i may not have a ton of mental strenght to do anything at some points i guess

again, the possibility of opening the freezer and taking a frozen pizza or some croquetes or anything like that and putting it into the microwave or frier and food without doing anything is something i really miss

i almost forgot this but the texture. i dont miss any flavour. but the feeling of chewing some thing or another, i kinda miss having to chew hard, instead of only soft meals that require exactly one chew to be completely chewed. i guess that could be fixed with vegan stuffs, but idk because again i cant have that kind of stuff*




*also the thing that i have hardcore problems to go to supermarket myself, like deafness, weak-super-breakable-body, social anxiety and others, and the person that is buying the food for this house since about a year ago or so is like exclusively carnivore, so it is hard to communicate him to buy any not meat thing since he either wont understand or will refuse to understand what im talking about

at some point some months ago i started the "screw it, if there is no vegan food im gonna eat whatever" when im outside my house. while i personally dislike meat and will avoid it anyway because of it, but if someone offers me, i wont say no to some trash food only because it has milk or whatever. to me, seems like a reasonable thing

and since then, i discovered that i am, as i suspected, an emotionless cold monster etc, not only in general but food based too. i can now see animal based food very diferent. but i can also not do it and just eat it thoughtless. so, currently, the "emotions" part is kinda complex.

that would be two from the list: the "against the meat industry" and the "feelings" part. and im kinda lost right now on life in general, so, if anyone has read all of this text, and is in the mood for indoctrinating me in why vegan lifestyle good and eating meat bad, how me not eating prefrozen pizza really impacts the system, or just point me to some documentary where they kill baby cows in cruel ways so i feel bad and stop rethinking over and over if i should go "im mostly vegetarian" again, you are welcome to do so. either by PM, or in this group https://news.1rj.ru/str/intersectional_stuff
just a warning, i may not reply fast and a one hour conversation with me can be over in a day or in a month, depending on how much social i am each day
also a warning i guess i should add "results are not guaranteed and i might end up choosing the dark side anyway"



TL;DR: ANARCHOVEGANS COME TO ME, I WILL LISTEN TO YOU

the infamous pic

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