let it be know that i still dont have usable internet but ppl are trying to help me and that is metal as heck. mutual aid, bitches

i may have internet again. i cant know if it will last, if it is somewhat fixed or not, and im not really use it for anything right now anyway. but not bad, the isp only needed about 20 days to make internet work in my house, and i only had to teach their technicians what a ping is like three times. and what the cmd is, how to open it, how to end a command there, etc. or what the dns servers of google are. i didnt have the energy in me to explain what cloudflare is, and why they should at least have read the name before.

i can understand that ppl dont know informatic. but when someone that is being paid for, calls me for help multiple times because they "cant type here" without noticing they have the window unfocused, when they clearly havent inputted a single command in their lifes without a gui, i start to reconsider if the IT world is really as stressful as my brains constantly tries to remind me. im not a pro at this, but i think i could do in less than an hour what a whole company with multiple professionals has needed 20 days to do properly. it is not badly paid. but then again, IT work requires me to either make code or interact with humans, and im not a fan of either of those, so im good where i am. far from any world that works in binary, as far as i can be.

there was a time when i was sure i could never work fixing computer stuffs because "what if i dont know how to fix something, or what if it is just unfixable for some reason? i dont know what i could do or say then, so i could never work as a fixer of stuff". but the more i see of this world, the less important "knowing anything at all about what you're doing" looks, and anyway there are too many ppl in this world and most of them look like they enjoy passing problems down, "you have to talk with *other person*, i am not allowed to help you on this" or stuff like that. anyway. end of the rant i guess

me:
"i have no internet so i cant post things here"
subs:
*come to the channel*
me:
"i have internet back, i will probably resume shitposting soon"
subs:
*leave*


how could i not enjoy this lol

oh

i didnt go to school most of my life. from seven to like... sixteen maybe? dunno. but the more i learn about schools, the worse they are.
i have yet to know a single person who enjoyed school. everyone says "i had a cool techer two years ago", or "this year i have learned a lot", or "i miss school because it was easier than work". but i dont think i know anyone who has enjoyed school, neither small kids nor grown up teens. the most everyone does is "liking in comparision to", and like... i dont like to think that everyone without exception that has touched a school, wich is esentially everyone, has suffered as a kid, gone hungy or been denied going to the bathroom or that kind of stuff. i dont know how eating is related at all with showing disrespect to anyone. or needing a bathroom. there are so many things i dont understand, and if the planet survives another generation or two with the system/society being unchanged, i hope at least our generation can turn into teachers that know human decency and mercy for kids

there should never be a "but" when someone says kids should eat if they are hungry. or ppl in general, really, but for some reason that last thing is harder to explain to the word or something