Have you ever read a fic that catered to your needs so perfectly you just. Sit there speechless after finishing it. I think i just went through that experience . Love fanfiction!!! How do people write such amazing things with their two handsss!!!!!!!!!????

i also watchrf nimona (go watch nimona gO WATCH NIMONAAA) and ballisters big ol sad eyes are everythibg to me hes so me

Omg. javier escuella

I have so many characters i want to draw and some revenge ideas but i just. Want to step back and draw gay cowboys and then get back to attacking wahh. Im afraid of burning out too quickly

"i dont want to burn myself out by drawing too much!" said misha and then drew two more attacks immidiately

Drawing sadie and abigail for the first time today .... Theyyree sooooooooooooooo

i went a little bit overboard with this attack guys. characters from newtgeiszler

My perception of javier as a character is probably so twisted and weird at this point but lately i just cant stop thinking about post rdr2 javier he must be such a pathetic littke guy, wet cat of a man trying to survive by himself again losing the only thing he believed in and having to go back to the place he had to run away from while also his whole view on life was probably changing forever. I cant stop thinking about him maybe mentally feeling like that lost young man again that just fled his home to the place where noone cared about him. WAHSGGH theres so much that could be explored about the time period where we dont see javier post rdr2s main story. AND HE CUT HIS HAIR ASWELL CRAZYYYYYYY the dramaaaa

If the rdr1 remake rumors are real i hope they will change the story up sligtly to explore the stories of those gang members who survived past rdr2 a bit more. Yes i mainly mean javier, maybe even dutch theres always time to show more of dutch and his girly activities imo. Bill tho. Eh. Dont really care about him in rdr1 i donr mean that hes a bad character i think he is an intresting one i just. Dont care. Also it would be cool if they added small mentions of charles and sadies whereabouts. Also it would be cool if they broughth up arthur .

Also i wonder id the remake is actually real whether they will keep the weird ass sex scene in. And on the topic of that whole thing if they indeed are making a remake i really wonder if the mexico section will stay the same because it felt kind of weird to me but i was also watcching jermas playthrough so i might have missed a lot of lore

Guys i watched brokeback mountain .... ☹️ ........

sigh