For the last week ive been desperately trying to draw and failing each time its a TERRIBLE feeling!!! But also it happens every once in a while so its fine i just gotta fight through it but each time feels like the first ngl 🙏 i can only draw small silly doodles of javiarthur every few days rn 🙏

While not being able to draw however i began to watch almost every fear and hunger related video i can and let me tell you. Im . Im interested.

Also cant stop thinking about Dutch Van Der Linde what is wrong with him im obsessed IM OBSESSED !!!!! replayed the trolley mission today he is so pathetic and goofy in it i love it i love it i love it i cannot hide my true identity any longer im truly a dutch fan hes my pookie scrimblo sploinky- *GUNSHOTS*

Babe wake up new ro ramdin video essay just dropped

My old tangotek fanart resurfaced on tumblr somehow and now all of my notifs are clogged with hermitcraft fans /neu

In my experience mcyt fans are usually the nicest and the most passionate about fanart btw. No other fandom leaves tags like they do under silly doodles u thought looked mid

And it makes sense why imo! Mcyt fandoms are inherently deeply connected to fan culture and fan works of any kind, due to the content creators interaction and collaboration with it i think thats pretty cool. I sound weird but i hope u get my point

On todays short ep of mishas podcast: basically talking about javier again.

Peace and love john and dog

Wanna draw rdr characters in cute pink outfits going to see the barbie movie together. Idk if ill draw it but . Maybe i will. Ill at least try

Im gonna draw it eventually (when i charge my stylus bruh) but the idea is
Javier, in the full cowboy ken look: we agreed to dress up as Ken.
John, in a black shirt and pants: he wears that in the movie! i saw it in the trailer.

Johns outfit is a last minute one cuz he literally just forgot

Pentiment is literally THE GAME OF ALL TIME!!!! You guys just dont get it. But it is

This has been my attempt at making you guys care about Pentiment. Its a very good game i promise. If i draw fanart of it will you guys be more intrested. I can draw Andreas again. Or even Werner. Please. It deserves much more attention its such a great game

Also im planning to spend the rest of the day watching good omens s2 🙏 i already watched the first two eps i love it cant wait to watch more if i will post spoilers i will hid them under the spoiler thingy so dw guys

Also the girls (karen tilly and mary beth) taking arthur to see barbie with them

Meanwhile:

I finished good omens s2 SPOILER ALERT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel actually physically sick and I feel like im gonna throw up and my hands are actually shaking i cannot believe this why didnt they give them the happy ending they deserve i feel unwell AND THE KISS SHUT THE FUCK UP IM FEELING SICK i cannot do this right now AND GABRIEL AND BELZEBUB FUCK OFF FUCK OFFFF AAA AAABA A A AS