✶ everything goes.
╭୨୧ ┈┈┈ your hearts’ too big for your body it’s why it won’t fit inside you pour it out where everyone can see. ๑ ˚ ̟ 🦦
“I kin Neuvillette because I cry a lot!!” I kin him because countless people have told me that I feel absolutely nothing when I do something wrong and I take pleasure in doing it or that I’m incapable of understanding compassion when I truly do feel horrible when I hurt someone but I can’t express that through words. My heart is quite literally too big for me but my words fail me constantly and I don’t know how to communicate well with my emotions so it leads me to hurt people even MORE so I feel even MORE guilty so I just shut myself off and blame everything on myself and keep quite when the topic is brought up again because I can’t express my emotions. I can’t tell people how I truly feel and that’s my worst weak spot. The guilt eats me up for months, maybe even years until I could get over it, and I constantly feel bad for small things I’ve done even years ago. I always feel deep regret for not being able to express myself better, but I really can’t. I try to, and I try to be honest now and think more, but my words still fail me somehow. I’m not cruel. I don’t want to be perceived as cruel. Or heartless. I beg to feel, to express and define, and yet I stumble on the way.
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╭୨୧ ┈┈┈
I’m alright now
cool, calm, clear like water
I’ll make it somehow
I’ll go with the flow like water. ๑ ˚ ̟🫧
Forwarded from Withered Notebook
✩Everything goes: deeply misunderstood by the people around you, you often remind of the red queen in a good way. (Especially the live action version.) For all her life, the red queen has been mocked, ridiculed and hurt by the people around her. Though yes, she did have a life of royalty, that doesn't mean that the roses in her garden were all in blooming red color of love. The people were mean, the king and queen were cold and dismissive, and her own sibling has always been seen as the 'better' version of her. the red queen only wants to finally get the respect that she always wanted, the thing she always desired. in a world full of misunderstood people, she has become the outcast. And if you were in her place, you would've lost your mind too, and declare for everyone to be off with their heads. you'd fit quite well in live action world, I think you probably kin the red queen in that snwnnww ✩
Bags
Clairo
Pour your glass of wine
Mitchell told me I should be just fine, yeah
Cases under the bed
Spill it open, let it rush to my head
I don't wanna be forward, I don't wanna cut corners
Savor this with everything I have inside of me
I'm not the type to run, I know that we're having fun
But what's the rush? Kissing, then my cheeks are so flushed
Mitchell told me I should be just fine, yeah
Cases under the bed
Spill it open, let it rush to my head
I don't wanna be forward, I don't wanna cut corners
Savor this with everything I have inside of me
I'm not the type to run, I know that we're having fun
But what's the rush? Kissing, then my cheeks are so flushed
Heather
Conan Gray
I still remember the third of December, me in your sweater
You said it looked better on me than it did you
Only if you knew how much I liked you
But I watch your eyes as she
Walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She's got you mesmerized while I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were Heather
You said it looked better on me than it did you
Only if you knew how much I liked you
But I watch your eyes as she
Walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She's got you mesmerized while I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were Heather
Anyway happy Heather Day to you all I hope all of yall are just as traumatized as I am
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