before I ho indeed 🥹🥹🥹✌️✌️✌️

Alastor.. or Vox idk

Oh God, I'm beautiful
Oh God, I'm wonderful
I'm marvelous, intelligent
So why doesn't that make me feel better?
I need some more
I need someone who's insecure
I don't care who you are
(Controlling you makes me better!)
This hurts me more than
(Oh!) It will ever hurt you
(Oh!) This hurts me more than
(Oh!) It will ever hurt
You
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Oh God, I can't exist
I need someone meaningless
To justify my existence
Fucking you will keep me alive
But it never does
And that's the way it always was
Lovely ladies, maids of honor
(Fucking you will make me stronger!)

Hmm or Val tbh

Yep yep yep Val

I wanna draw I wanna draw I wanna draw I wanna draw I wanna draw .

God forbid I realize we live in a system that limits the future artists of this generation to a HORRID degree whether that’s the rise of AI to only focusing on “realistic” jobs and majors or something that’ll actually make you money .

God forbid I don’t want to study geography and I just want to draw all day every day

Be afraid.

Be. AFRAID.

I called her to give her her warnings .

Be scared .

WASN'T JOKING BTW THIS BTICH CALLED ME TO SEND PRAYERS 😭😭😭

A WHOLE FANDOM IS PRAYINGGGG FOR YOU