IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHTGTRRFD

WAILING LIKE AN IMBECILE.

IF YOU WONT END THINGS…

THEN I WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

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Me when I’m talking to my therapist and she asks me how I feel so I laugh awkwardly and say “uh… neutral?… haha?…” and she smiles and says “neutral isn’t an actual emotion sweetheart 😭” so i genuinely have to calculate what I’m feeling (I have no idea what I’m feeling)

She told me to write in an “emotions journal” I am so cooked

She told me I have to give reasons for my emotions IM SO COOKED

BUDDY I DONT FUCKING KNOW HOW I FEEL OR WHY I FEEL HELP ME

Me when I’m talking to my therapist about the shit my moms put me through and I can genuinely see her wince and feel really bad so I know I’ve been cooked my entire life

…I just saw a poster for evanescene .

Are . They. Coming to. Hamburg. ?

I was so shocked I got off on the wrong stop

WHAT

WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT

WHAT

WHAT