This is me btw if you even care

For @evrythingchanges

~An Omega

~Cherry and Cypress

~you wake up in middle of a forest with no memory of where you are. there's only one thought in your head. "Destroy the Cross."
you wander among the trees, dazed and confused when you hear a voice from behind you. "Hey! You there! Halt right there!"
That was three weeks ago and now you're lodging with a nice old lady who took pity on your haggard form. Your nights are spent in nightmares with one phrase repeating throughout the scenes. "Destroy the Cross."
Days pass in confusion and trying to adjust to your new life and new "gender" as you've been told.
soon, the winter solastic is only 3 days away and the town people are beginning to prepare to visit the Temple. "we must give offering to our God to ensure a prosperous year," the old lady explained patiently.
so you are waiting patiently, curiously to see the rites.
....until you overhear the hushed whisper of the baker to the old lady. "yes, they're a virgin Omega," the old lady murmured, thinking you're busy browsing the pastry. "The God will be happy."
"Yes...yes they're good enough i suppose," the baker repsonded, "you sure they'll last until the end of Cross?"
"oh they're resilient. i'm sure the Cross will be nothing for them."

Good luck, dear. it seems like you only have 72 hours to survive.

okay listen. I gave you omega because I wanted to "doom" you in the narrative. in a society and an AU where omega is considered "weak", I needed to give you an inherent "weakness" you can take and make your own and say "no fuck you this won't be my weakness. fuck anyone who says it's a weakness."
I gave you a cause to fight for. and I know you'll fight so very gloriously.

after all, who can fight for hell better than its own demon?

I feel very Neuvillette right now.

I truly, truly do wish to feel. I truly wish to understand, to know and to live. I want to express myself - the inner me - so much, but I don’t know how, and I don’t know where to start. It’s so easier for others to let in on how they feel about something or themselves, but why is that so hard for me? Why can’t I have the same amount of understanding? It feels unfair.

Great observation, thanks..

I feel like yoongi here while listening to you and meg yap

Arnika ★ meg

🪼 Aquarium date 🪸

For beloved @evrythingchanges (Your unique magic matches with Azul and helps him in his contracts, I hope you like it 😭)

Spell Name:
"Siren’s Mirage"

Effect: This spell allows you to create temporary illusions that subtly influence perception. Rather than full-scale deception, the illusions work by enhancing your natural charm, making your words more persuasive and you presence more alluring. You can use this spell to make small, strategic changes—like subtly altering the colors of your surroundings, making your expressions appear more endearing, or even causing someone to momentarily forget minor details in a conversation. The spell doesn’t force anyone’s will, but it makes the user incredibly convincing, perfect for playful teasing, negotiations, or slipping away unnoticed when needed.

Activation Phrase:
"A whisper in the tide, a trick of the light."

"The lounge whispers that Azul has met his match in you. While he’s used to making deals where he holds all the cards, you have a way of slipping through his grasp—charming, cunning, and just unpredictable enough to keep him on edge. Some say he’s both frustrated and fascinated by you, the only person who can tease him without consequence. The most popular rumor? That one night, after a particularly clever exchange, Azul muttered under his breath, ‘I should be the one making them flustered, not the other way around…’ And yet, he still finds himself looking for you, as if drawn in by a tide he can’t control."