I really can’t handle change huh.

I hate the fact I can’t accept things change. I know I should learn to let go, but it’s so hard. It’s like growing up in thorns, prickling your very skin the more and more you grow, but the moment you want to break free and snap the thorns off, you’re too scared of how your skin will feel like when the thorns are no longer piercing.

I cling on. I cling on until I die. I can’t ever forget anything no matter how hard I try. I remember anything and everything that has ever happened that meant a lot to me and it burns me inside and out like acid. Like acid I refuse to heal on my wounds and skin because what if the scars fade away?? What if the memories fade away?

I love dearly. I love TOO dearly it hurts me. I wish I could stop loving so much. I wish I could learn to let go and move on instead of tormenting both myself and that thing along with me.

Yes, I keep things. I keep everything with me I’ve bought and found so far. I keep them safe in a box, forever hoping they will stay the same in years time. I cannot just cherish memories when the memories are no longer being produced. What if I forget? What if I can’t remember details anymore? That’s why I’m so scared of losing people, even if they die or don’t die. I’m scared of forgetting their voice, their touch, their habits, their smell. I get so scared I cling onto anything they remind me of so desperately that it burns to my very core.

Me and my husband we are doing better 😌🙏 it's always been just her and me, together (✿❛◡❛)

ehheheehheeh:3333

Someone sedate me why is the exact same thing that happened to to US happening in Germany too

Fuck the AfD btw!! Fuck Nazis (cutely)

I’m sorry but when did we all come to terms with Nazism again??

Like that shit is not normal. It’s disgusting and twisted why is it becoming so open again💀

CMON HES SOOOOOOOOOO

FINE fuck you I’ll consider getting back into mha..

Why did he become 10x more finer than he already was when I was 11

I PLACED THIS BRICK TWO YEARS AGO

Something very lesbian happened to me

I just realized I’m not over him