Dear Kiara
I wrote you but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my mail, and my private account at the bottom
I sent two akasupa in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at Cover or something
Sometimes I forget to sign my donations when I send 'em
But anyways, fuck it, what's been up girl? How're your cats?
I bought 2 cats too, I'm bout to be a father
If they're 2 females guess what I'mma call em? I'mma name them Nana and Tama
I read about your wrestling match too, I'm sorry
I had a friend kill herself over some rapist who forced her
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Tone Jewel
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, girl
I like the shit you did with Calli too
That shit was phat
Anyways I hope you get this, girl
Hit me back, just to chat,
Truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan.
I wrote you but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my mail, and my private account at the bottom
I sent two akasupa in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at Cover or something
Sometimes I forget to sign my donations when I send 'em
But anyways, fuck it, what's been up girl? How're your cats?
I bought 2 cats too, I'm bout to be a father
If they're 2 females guess what I'mma call em? I'mma name them Nana and Tama
I read about your wrestling match too, I'm sorry
I had a friend kill herself over some rapist who forced her
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Tone Jewel
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, girl
I like the shit you did with Calli too
That shit was phat
Anyways I hope you get this, girl
Hit me back, just to chat,
Truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan.
Dear Kiara
You still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your meet up, you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Bonnie
That's my little sister, girl, she's only six years old, we waited in the blistering cold for you, 4 hours and you just said "No"
That's pretty shitty girl, you're like her fucking idol
She wants to be just like you, girl, more than I do
I ain't mad though, I just don't like being lied to
Remember when we met in Osaka? You said If I'd write you you would write back
See I'm just like you in a way
I never had real friends neither, they used to lie and use me
I can relate to what you're saying in your streamings, so when I have a shitty day I drift away and put em on, cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
You still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your meet up, you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Bonnie
That's my little sister, girl, she's only six years old, we waited in the blistering cold for you, 4 hours and you just said "No"
That's pretty shitty girl, you're like her fucking idol
She wants to be just like you, girl, more than I do
I ain't mad though, I just don't like being lied to
Remember when we met in Osaka? You said If I'd write you you would write back
See I'm just like you in a way
I never had real friends neither, they used to lie and use me
I can relate to what you're saying in your streamings, so when I have a shitty day I drift away and put em on, cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds, it's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real and I respect you cause you tell it
My friends are tired cause I talk about you 24/7
But they don't know you like I know you, Kiara
No one does
They don't know what it was like for people like us growing up
You gotta call me, girl, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan
P.S.
We should be together too
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds, it's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real and I respect you cause you tell it
My friends are tired cause I talk about you 24/7
But they don't know you like I know you, Kiara
No one does
They don't know what it was like for people like us growing up
You gotta call me, girl, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan
P.S.
We should be together too
Dear Miss I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last 2 messages, I wrote your adress on em perfect
So this is my audio I'm sending you, I hope you hear it! I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Kiara, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Calli "end of a life"?
About that girl who could have been saved by that other guy who was behind her, but couldn't, then Calli saw him at a concert and found him? That's kinda how this is, I coulda rescued you from drowning
Now it's too late, I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy message or a call
I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
It's been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it? I know you got my last 2 messages, I wrote your adress on em perfect
So this is my audio I'm sending you, I hope you hear it! I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Kiara, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Calli "end of a life"?
About that girl who could have been saved by that other guy who was behind her, but couldn't, then Calli saw him at a concert and found him? That's kinda how this is, I coulda rescued you from drowning
Now it's too late, I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy message or a call
I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall